Hopeful (A Chardre fanfic)

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The lyrics to his rap felt like they were aimed at me. And it hurts, that he had to tell me how he felt through this.

One, don't pick up the phone
You know he's only calling 'cause he's drunk and alone
Two, don't let him in
You'll have to kick him out again
Three, don't be his friend
You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the morning
And if you're under him, you ain't getting over him

I got new rules, I count 'em
I've got new rules, I count 'em
I've gotta tell them to myself
I've got new rules, I count 'em
I've gotta tell them to myself

I sang, ending the song.

"I... I have to make a decision by the end of this concert. But I figured, why not do it now. " I hesitated but carried on anyways.

"This is my answer"

(Let's just take it that 'right for you' hasn't been released yet)

I tried it once, I tried it twice
But I couldn't bring myself to do it to you
I may be wrong, I may be right
Now I know I'm devoting myself to you
My own stupidity has got me messed up in my own dignity
You made me realise how much I care for you

I turn to look at Leo who was sitting on a stool in front of me.

Now darling please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am I wanna know, is this love we have true?
Now darling please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am I wanna know, is this love we have true?
Is this love we have true?

Hold me close, and bear the tide that awaits
In that moment that it hits all we ever do is wait
A glimmer of hope, my only reason to live on
'Cause I'm praying for the best, but I don't control the storm
From this world one day when I'm looking back at my mistakes
Thinking of leaving you is the biggest that I made
And when the timeline shows an endless cycle of life
All I thought about is you the reason for my life
The bitter of this earth carves meaning into me
The only one that can take every breath inside of me
Every moment in happiness is a memory in death
I will love you for eternity plus whatever is left

Now darling please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am I wanna know, is this love we have true?
Now darling please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am I wanna know, is this love we have true?
Is this love we have true?

I tried it once, I tried it twice
But I couldn't bring myself to do it to you
I may be wrong, I may be right
Now I know I'm devoting myself to you

I tried it once, I tried it twice
But I couldn't bring myself to do it to you
I may be wrong, I may be right
Now I know I'm devoting myself to you

Now darling please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am I wanna know, is this love we have true?
Now darling please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am I wanna know, is this love we have true?
Is this love we have true?

He finally dared to look up at me, finding me staring at him.

He nodded.

"Yes, you're right for me! " he said over and over again, hugging me.

"I held the mic to my mouth and said, "I think we can finally say Chardre is real! " I said getting shouts and screams of excitement and maybe one of frustration.

"I never thought I'd hear you say that, " Leo laughed whole sobbing of happiness, pecking me on the lips.

"We're ending off with another cover; Perfect by Ed Sheeran"

I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a boy beautiful and sweet 
I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love

Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

Leo started the first part, gaining cheers from unexpected fans.

Well I found a man, stronger than anyone I know
He shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share hisnhome
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my guy, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that suit, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And he looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight

I ended off, smiling at Leo until I saw our manager who does not look happy at all.