"Kean I'm breaking up with you." he said as he can't look at me directly. He used to call me boobear. He just calls by my name when there's something wrong.
"Ha-ha!" as I laughed awkwardly "You're joking."
"No Kean, I'm serious." He replied in a serious guilty tone. I started to feel nervous. He really is serious. But why?
"B-bakit?" I asked as tears are trying to fall from my eyes
He didn't answer.
"May mali ba akong nagawa?"
"Siguro di lang tayo para sa isa't isa." he replied
"May iba na ba dyan? Ang bilis naman ata. Ha-ha." I said as I laughed bitterly
He didnt answer. Instead "Lalake parin ako. May pangangailangan." He said, not looking at me again as he laughed bitterly.
"Pangangailan na hindi mo naibigay". He added. I tried to stop my tears, I don't want to look pathetic but I cant help it. Ang sakit sakit. Yun lang ba habol niya sa akin?
I want to punch him, I want to choke him para malaman niya kung gaano kasakit ang ginwawa niya sakin but his words stunned me.
"What do you mean?" I asked
"Siguro, nabored na rin ako sayo. Masyado ka kasing pabebe."
His words hit me again. Pilit ko lamang na pinipigilan ang bawat pag hikbi ko.
"Nabored na rin ako sayo."
"Nabored na rin ako sayo."
"Nabored na rin ako sayo."
Paulit ulit na rumirehistro sa utak ko ang mga sinabi niya.
"Did you really love me, kahit kaunti lang?" I asked. Desperado na kung desperado
"So all you said to me was all just a lie. Ganun lang pala lahat." I said bitterly
I received no response from him.
"I dont't believe you. Sa maikling panahon na nagkasama tayo, kilala na kita." I heard no response.
"Bakit Zach, bakit?" I asked as I cried while punching his chest
"Let's end this Kean. This is all nonsense." He said as he is about to leave. Was loving me a nonsense?
"Zach!" I called which made him stop.
"Once you leave this room, everything between us will end." I warned. As if naman makikinig pa siya sa akin e siya na nga ang nakikipaghiwalay. But still I'm hoping.
"Bye Kean." He replied then he LEFT.
Di ko na kinaya, napaupo nalang ako sa sahig habang bitbit at binubuhos ang sakit na naidulot niya sa aking pag iyak.
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Winning Him Back (boyxboy)
Teen Fiction"Sometimes, two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together." ~ Colleen Hoover
