Black Notes

STUPID CUPID: PERFECT GUY

What can I do? Wala diba? Hehe habang tumatagal I'm falling for him deeply...deeply....deeply...as deep as the Pacific Ocean. 

Maybe he's just waiting for the right time to confess his feelings for me. As far as I'm concerned I'm the happiest girl in the world for I'm the only girl he had given so much attention and affection.

God...he's waiting for me! Ahaha don't worry Lev I'm so willing to be with you...matagal na.

Then the moment that I'm waiting for finally comes nang yayain niya akong magdinner in Mi Amor de La Pierre. And guess what? It's Valentine's Day and the restaurant we're gonna dine in is the famous restaurants for couples!

Isn't that sweet? Oh my kilig to the bone akitch! He even said na may sasabihin siya sa aking importante.

Oh God! This is it. Napatalon ata puso ko sa tuwa! I know something big is gonna happen so nagpaparlor ako at todo excited.

"You look more beautiful"  he said while smiling at me. Nasa restaurant na kami noon at sa sinabi niya pati ata tenga ko nag-blush! At nanlamig kamay ko when he took it and said softly.

"I'm going to tell you something and please believe me because it’s the truth. It's what my heart says and I shouldn't have hid it from you and should have told it to you before. But now I know I have to tell you...you're very dear to my heart and.

My heart beats faster and faster and halos di na ako makahinga. He's really gonna confess his feelings...oh God! I'm not ready for this...

I think my mind and heart are both not prepared for this. Hmmmm....inhale, exhale!

"Wait...I'm not ready to hear it! Ahhh can I have a minute to process it first?!! A minute....??".

"But...I'm ready to say it now! You see I've gathered all my courage just to tell this to you and I think I'm not gonna be able to do it pagnaghintay pa ako. Baka mawala pa tapang ng loob ko eh.

"Oh...okie!!". Nasabi ko na lang....diba doon din naman patungo ang mangyayari, right? A minute wouldn't make any difference naman so might as well sabihin na niya. Baka mamaya pa niyan mawala yong courage niya at di niya sabihin aba'y di pwedi yun.

I'm excited if what's gonna be my reaction after telling it to me? And I don't know what to do if he kisses me...shucks God!

He smilingly touch my cheeks which made me shuddered and then he said it softly in my ears!

I thought I was prepared for it kasi ilang oras din akong nagpraktis ng magiging reaction ko pag sinabi na niya but I was wrong!

Kulang pa pala ang paghahanda ko kasi naramdaman ko na lang ang pagpatak ng luha ko sa magkabilang pisngi. 

He went immediately to my side, hugged me and comforted me. And he said na totoo lahat ng sinabi niya na nakangiti siya sa akin...napalakas ata atungal ko kaya pinagtinginan kami ng mga nasa kabilang table.

" Ohh ang sweet naman nila....how I wish na ganyan parin tayo ka bata hon". Sabi nung isang matanda sa asawa niya. Oo nga pala Valentine's Day ngayon.

"You are right hon, seeing young couples like them brings back the memories!". At hinalikan niya ang asawa. Ahhhhh how sweet naman nila.

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Years passed by and everytime I remember that day I feel mixed emotions. Ewan kung matatawa ako sa sarili ko o magagalit! Grrrrr.......seeing him always brings back the memories just like the old guy said!

Valentine's na naman at maraming young couples din ang nandito sa Mi Amor de La Pierre. I'm happy and contented with my sweetheart. He's sweet as always and very much lovable and caring.

"Hon...halika na! I promised Mom pa naman na di tayo malalate sa dinner".

"Oo na teka lang.....grabe naman itong fiance ko masyadong apurado!

"Hindi naman sa ganun pero ayaw ko lang mawala ka sa paningin ko kahit saglit eh!".

Naglalakad kami nun papunta sa parking lot dahil mula sa Mi Amor de La Pierre ay bumili kami ng pasalubong para sa Mommy niya. Napagkasunduan kasi na bibisita kami doon ngayong araw na ito. And yes I'm enganged to be married with the man of my dreams. In a month I'll be married! Can you believe that?

"Eh hindi naman ako mawawala noh!Atsa-----Ayyyyy!". 

Di ko napansin na me tao pala sa harapan kaya ayun nabunggo ko siya. Hehe di parin nawawala katangahan ko eh. (-,-)

"I'm sorry miss...it's my fault I was no--........wait! Annykah?". Sabi nung lalaking nakabunggo ko.

"Ahh LEV??!! Oh my God it's you......goodness me you're still handsome as ever!! Whoah...I miss you so much".

At nagyakapan kaming dalawa. Grabe agad kwentuhan namin parang wala nang bukas bah! Daldal ako ng daldal kundi lang tumikhim ang magaling kong fiance.

"Ahhhemmmmm....

"Ayyy oo nga pala...ahihi nakalimutan kita! Si Lev nga pala yong kinukwento ko sayo.....Lev si Cedric, my fiance. I'm getting married next month and I'm expecting you to come.

At nagshake hands sila. Nakangiti lang si Cedric na nagmamasid sa amin. Well alam naman niya ang totoo eh so no need to explain!

"What? You're getting married? I'm happy for you........ohhh you deserved it Anny! And you bet I'll be there...and let me tell you, you have good choice! Ang gwapo niya ah.

"Hey akin na siya noh.....wag ka nang mang-agaw! Humanap ka na lang kaya ng iba! Di ka nga nakalusot sa Kuya ko tas fiance ko naman pagdidiskitahan mo bruhita ka!

 "Ouch naman Anny ipinaalala mo pa sa akin ang sakit na ginawa sa akin ng gwapo mong kapatid!! But....you know I'm over it na. I wish you the best sistah!!

Haven't I told you about the thing he said to me years ago? Well yes....natatawa ako dahil dun....at galit dahil ginamit lang pala niya ako. Masakit nga sa loob ko nung una eh. Bakit ang kapatid ko pa? Ano ba ang meron siya na wala ako?

Bakit? Bakit ang kuya James ko pa ang nagustuhan niya? Sayang ka talaga Lev....

You're a perfect Guy kung hindi ka lang Chukla!

I thought he was just joking when he said he's GAY ang that he likes my brother. Akala ko pa naman kung ano na ang ipagtatapat niya sa akin iyon lang pala. TAKTE KA LEV!!

Hahaha ayan kasi hiniling at ipinagdasal ko na sana mawala sa sarili niya si Kupido at maaksidenteng tamaan ng palaso niya si Lev. Iyon pala mas malala pa nangyari kay KUPIDO, nalasing ata kaya imbes na puso ko tamaan ng palaso niya, puso ni kuya ang pinana ayun dun tuloy nagkagusto ang chuklang toh!

Ahaha STUPID CUPID talaga to oh!! But still I owe CUPID my thanks for giving me Cedric in my life. What more can I ask for? Hay na kaligayahan na lang ni Lev ipray koh imposible namang lasing din ang Diyos, diba? Hayyy naku....The Irony of Life nga ikanga...

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