What Hurts the Most

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And watching you walk away.

I watch as Jerome waves and heads out the door. Then I let the tears roll down my face. I did it again! I just let him leave! What's wrong with you, Mitch? He even invited you to come with him!

But, no. If I were to go, I'd just be the third wheel, forced to fake a smile while Louise rewards Jerome's strike with a kiss.

And it breaks my heart to see him kiss her back.

Never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do.

It's hard to deal

with the pain of losing you

everywhere I go.

But I'm doing it.

Every time he leaves to go with her, I feel like I've failed. And I have. I'm just too scared of ruining our friendship to tell him how I feel.

Maybe I should go find Sky or Ty or someone else to hang out with.

It's hard to force that smile

When I see our old friends

And I'm alone.

Still harder.

Getting up, getting dressed,

Living with this regret,

But I know,

If I could do it over,

I would trade, give away

All the words that I saved

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