21. Hold Back

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I always hold back everything I want to say
I always hold back those tears that stays
For in every always I sometimes forgot to lay the truth
Just like how I always fake the emotions I choose

I want to say this words to you
But how can I if you dodge the truth
I hesitate every time I had the chance
'Cause maybe I had the wrong hunch

I thought the reasons behind this three words
And the feelings that always lurks
The questions that I always sidetrack
For some answers are private and keep locked

Holding back this ridiculous feeling
As if everytime I let it take over I feel drowning
Holding back this tears
Because I know now that the word 'us' is not real

I love you, yeah I thought
But I never did fought
Because what for if I say it?
I'm just going to regret it

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