93. Funny to Think

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Funny to think that someday, someone will fuel the fire in me
But also sad because that someone can also burn me
'Cause for every smile or laugh he brought
There can be tears and sobbing he can cause

Crazy to think that someone can make me feel a hurricane of emotions
But also kinda sad that he can bring me pain and cause internal erosion
'Cause for every storm of feelings he cause
There can be rainbows and sunshine behind those

Happy to think that someone can handle my bipolar moods
But also sad that he can be the reason of my emotional wounds
'Cause for every "are you okay" he'll ask
There can be a fleeting "I'm sad"

Now it's really funny to think, that I'm thinking of falling in love
That I want to also feel butterflies in my stomach
But who cares right, let me experience those
The laughter, the sadness, being heartbroken and those crushing pain

And I'll be writing broken poems
Instead of these cringey, nonsensical words
Then I'll cry myself to sleep thinking of his broken promises
And the feeling of his warm hugs and stolen kisses

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