My Salvation (CURRENTLY EDITING)

Chapter 31

Nawal's POV

How could he do that. Okay, i get it that we hugged twice but that for sure does not mean he could simply just do that! Ya Allah, i know thats wrong. I need to go and get this cleared up with him. I need to draw my personal line and none should be allowed to enter within that.

"Sis i hope you know what just happened was not right!" Aziza spoke from behind.

Wasn't i guilty enough that now she has to say something to make me feel much more vulnerable.

"Azi, i know that. But its just that..that this all happened too fast and i d..did not get time to actually think what went wrong. But when am thinking about it now, trust me am feeling much...much more ashamed." I broke in front of her.

"Nawi sis i get it. Okay? Jus..just be much more cautious from now on, will you?" I just nodded positively, and hugged her for some good 10 minutes trying to gain back my strength.

"Come on now back to work sis. Go and get ready you need to report at office. Yallah out!" Aziza got up and pushed me towards my room to get ready.

Since these past few days what all i went through has made all my wires in my brain go haywire. It is rightly said that if you keep on thinking about one particular thing again and again, repetitively, you will start believing in it. And thats what even i went through. But not anymore.

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I freshened up and got ready to leave for office. Naush left earlier itself. Only if i would have obeyed her and gotten myself out of here i wouldn't have committed this mistake. We do get chances to go on the right path but due to our own problems and in my case laziness, causes the wrong way.

As i reached office, i quickly passed a smile to Sarah and rushed to my cabin not wanting to talk to anybody. Upon reaching, i settled my self in the office environment and got my self drown into work.

Suddenly i got a ping on my screen, and its from none other than Mr Sheikh. 'Miss Ibrahim get the updated file from Mr Yousuf, counter check that and submit it to me'.

'Sure Mr Sheikh, on my way.' With that message i left to work on this next task.

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I completed the work and now the final step, going to Mr Sheikh's cabin and get the file signed.

'Knock knock' and i entered his cabin. Well he seemed busy, making me feel guilty, here he is just stuck with the screen. Anyways do not forget Nawal what your limits are and also that none can cross them.

"Mr Sheikh, here's the file, please go through them and sign it and also we were supposed to complete the kyle wood ltd's order by 15th, but seems like there is some misunderstandings between the sales and the production department. Hence we need to call up an urgent meeting." I passed out the information and was about to leave.

"Nawal.." "Its Miss Ibrahim for you Mr Sheikh." You cannot expect me to behave all happy go lucky right?!

"What happened suddenly Miss Ibrahim? All was fine untill morning." He spoke up all confused.

"No Mr Sheikh, nothing is fine. Specially the morning thing. You know right what happened was not right. I cannot allow anybody to step in my personal space. It is not right, hell its haram!" The look on his face showed hurt. Did i speak too much, i mean i was also equally at fault. I shouldn't have initiated the hug. As said one can't clap with a single hand. I don't know how to handle this. I need to rush out of here.

"Am sorry Miss Ibrahim as i entered your personal space. Will keep in mind  that this won't be repeated ever unless....nevermind. Here is the key of your flat. You won't be having anymore unwanted guests at your place. Once again sorry for all the problems whose root cause is me." I could see the tears in his eyes, at this moment i feel to just wipe them out of his face, but no, i won't do that. I quickly grabbed tge keys and nodded my head , turned my back towards him and walked away from his cabin.

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I just wanted to hug somebody and cry out all my feelings. There are so many stuffs roaming around in my mind and not letting me stay at peace.

Just like on cue, Naushin entered the cabin. I ran towards her and clunged to her. I did not realise until she asked me the reason of me sobbing.

"Naushin am so stuck up with my feelings. I don't know wha to do anymore. If i do what my heart wants, then thats against Islam. And i know deep inside that its wrong to do so. But when now i told Mr Sheikh, i felt so helpless seeing him hurt." I told her everything in our hugging position itself. I was not ready to leave her from our pose.

"Listen Nawal, i get what you are going through. But deep inside you know right what happened today in the morning was not right. So its fine you realised stuffs before hand itself. I guess if you make boss understand your point of view, situations can be a lot more different. He will surely understand you. And now enough of your crying drama, your dam has already spoiled my hijaab. Now shoo." Ya Allah I did really wet her hijaab. Its okay what are friends for!

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As Salam Alaikum

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