His life feels as if he's on a cliff
And he's hanging there
But only by his fingernails
He's thread that's stretching
Leaving that thin piece in the middle
That grips so hard for it's life
Until it snaps
He's done being patient for hope
He's done putting up with everything
He can't wait for T anymore
He can't deal with her nagging,
Treating him like he's a child
Ignoring his every word
And her constantly ever seeing him
As a girl
Simply because she refuses to let go
Of his past
He can't handle feeling numb
Nothing excites him anymore
Hardly anything makes him smile
He can't handle his school work
He can't handle everyone's pressure
Oh god the pressure
His brain speeds like light
He's a bathtub that's overflowed
He wants to scream until he can't talk
For days
He wants to run so indescribably
Far away
He just ...
Wants to be able to breathe
His soul is flickering and cracked
He needs something
To grab him out of the water
He drowns in
He's kicked and kicked in this pool
And all anyone ever does is watch him
Choke on water
Or give him a floating device
But then prick it with a needle
When they break him and let him fall
He falls to the dark abyss where his
demons hold his hand
Their eyes are just as lifeless
Their bodies are just as weak
They understand him better than
Anyone else
But they know that they're too toxic
To help him stand ...
He lays there in the dark
Shivering
Staring
Breaking
Wishing ...
For something ....
Please ...
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Desolation Boy 2
PoetryThis ones for the people who feel like human errors every day of their lives All poems are from my head, heart & soul !TRIGGER WARNING!