He takes two sleeping pills
Both at 1 AM
He's not supposed to
He knows
But he does
And doesn't care
His reason is to sleep as long as he can
Before having to face
Dealing with himself
His stress
And living amongst the human race
These pills will ease his brain
And pull his thought train
To a stop
His thoughts are like cars
Racing cars
Speeding non stop
Making him insane
Making him dizzy with pain
These pills will be his escape
From dealing with himself
Who he calls an error
He's convinced he is
Why else would he be this way?
These pills will stop time
Let him sleep
Without thinking constantly
That this world will always spin
Without him
No one will crash down
If he becomes a ghost
These pills will save him
From the darkness
From the sadness
From the destruction
They will bring him somewhere
Into the dark abyss
Comforting him
Until daylight breaks through
His eyelids
Forcing them open
Forcing him
To put his feet on the ground
And go on like a wounded soldier
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Desolation Boy 2
שיריםThis ones for the people who feel like human errors every day of their lives All poems are from my head, heart & soul !TRIGGER WARNING!