Hi Lance. I just want you to know that I think your amazing. When I was with you, you made me feel happy. You made me forget I was ever depressed. You actually bothered to talk to me and I think I fell for you. Hard. When I can't talk to you my chest ached so bad. I just wanted to hear you're kind voice and see your emerald eyes sparkle when you describe to me a happy moment from your childhood. Your eyes mesmerise me Lance. You didn't pretend to be enthusiastic in our few conversations. You actually were. That's why I think I fell in love with you. You taught me how to live without realizing. I wished I didn't have cancer when I was with you. You're a really good person and I want you to find a girl that deserves you because I sure as hell don't. You are the only person I trusted for a long time and you really mean a lot to me. I love you Lance but you will never love me back.
I know we've only known eachother for a while but I'm still sorry I got you involved in this. Involved with me. Goodbye Lance. You are my first and last crush.
Love from your neighbor and the girl crushing on you, Elena Cross.
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cancer girl. // finished
Short Story"Throughout all my fourteen years living on this earth the thing I wanted the most was to end it all. " - Unknown
