Beyond the scene: Jung Hoseok x BTS

Part 6: Jin 1/2

Author note: I'm sorry for not updating for almost two weeks.

Next morning when I woke up, everyone else were packing their things. They were leaving and I would have dorm by myself for five days. I hadn't planned anything to do and because of that I would probably be at dancestudio whole time. -If managers don't make me go home.- I had promised to rest, but I needed to dance to keep my mind active.

I was going to kitchen when Jin-hyung walked from livingroom. "Hoseok-ah, can we talk? In private?" "Of course hyung. Let's go outside." I answered and wondered what he would want to talk about. Jin-hyung sometimes saked if I wanted to talk and it was every time about something serious. I grabbed my coat and went outside. "So, what is it hyung?" I asked and smiled at him. I had noticed long time ago that if I smiled to someone when I asked something, they would answer easier.  "Yeah, I actually wanted to ask what are you planning to do while we're away." He said and looked away. I frowned. There was definitely something else and if he wasn't saying it, it was big and it had been disturbing him for long time.

"Ah, I haven't really planned anything." I again smiled and then looked him with serious expression. "But hyung, you were going to say something else, weren't you? You can say it to me." "I... I don't know. It was nothing. Forget that I said anything." He said and turned around. I followed him inside and just when he was going to lock himself in his room, I grabbed his wrist.

He yelped in pain.

Right at that moment I understood. "Hyung." I loooked at him. Jin-hyung looked scared and apologetic. "Hoseok-ah. I'm..." He started stuttering and couldn't make any words. I let go of his wrist and pulled him to his and Yoongi-hyung's room where luckily no one was. "Jin-hyung, can I look?" I asked him. He nodded and I gently lifted his sleeved. There, in his wrists, were deep and and long cuts. There weren't many and all were new, but cuts were too deep for first timer. I lightly caressed lines in his wrists and looked him at his eyes. "Hyung, is there more?" Jin's eyes teared up and he again nodded. Slowly and hesitantly. "Hyung. I understand. I totally understand and it's okay. You haven't done anything wrong." I said and pulled him to hug. Jin backed away from hug and looked surprised.

"What? You aren't disgusted? Even... Even when I... I do this and..." At that moment Jin was full mess of sobs amd loud crying. I again pulled him to hug and then took his face between my palms. "Shh hyung. It's okay. I could never be disgusted by you. I care about you too much for being disgusted. But hyung. Cutting is not good for you. I know it helps you with pain. But still, I hope you could stop that, because I care about you and your health. You can always talk to me. You can even hurt me if it helped you. I would do anything to help you. I  want to help you. Please hyung." I felt my eyes glistening, but I stopped tears falling. I didn't know why was I almost crying. I hadn't cried in years. Heck, I  hadn't cried even last time, so wouldn't cry this time either. I noticed that Jin-hyung's sobs had stopped and I quickly dried hid tears from his cheeks.

AUTHOR NOTE:

Yaas I did it! I'm so so sorry for not updating in so long time.

I was again meaning to write more but my sister came to visit and she's sleeping in my room so I must stop now and then we can go to sleepXD

Ah and if your vietnamese, check out translation by amazing LUNAinNOXX.

THANK YOU FOR READING<3

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