I GO INSANE
hide the pain
THEY SAY GO FOR FAME
I feel shame
ALL SEE MY SMILE
my mind will always defile
NEVER TOUCH THE DARKNESS
alone I roll in oily pools of it
LOOK AWAY FROM EVIL
at night I map it.
I GO INSANE
I GO INSANE
I GO INSANE!
body collapses
tears explode in agony
screams and shrieks in pain
all alone at night
I GO INSANE
I GO INSANE
I GO INSANE!
thoughts drag me away from reality into relapse
away I go to my own demise dark as ebony
rolls on the floor when no one came
all alone at night
my fists hit the wall
my head smashes furniture
my feet kick without a call
my heart lurches on away torn in half
all alone at night
I wander in my own mind
I go where they say not
I am where they deny exists
I stand in the darkness denied
who ever was with me
who ever was willing to walk through Hell with me as was I for them
who ever thinks what suffering I might endure when I am
all alone at night
dents mark my INSANITY
destruction my AGONY
dismemberment of a room my REJECTED MIND
only when morning dawns or my body breaks and crumbles as hoodoos wear away,
does it stop.
those terrible voices arguing inside
which one is right
which one do I believe
how can I STOP THIS INSANITY
no one ever showed me the light
no one ever told me there was a light
no one ever guided me to the light
voices
voices, voices
VOICES
VOICES, VOICES
never fade
never leave
VOICES
they say voices don't exist
no one is allowed to talk of it
I AM GOING INSANE
no one sees
no one knows
I AM GOING INSANE
why do we deny truths
why do we hide from the dark
why do we hit stop on our minds
why do we ignore the VOICES
I AM GOING INSANE
the ground feels safe
firm and steady
so there I will lay until my body
breaks away,
with the wind as sand
deprived of water
into a cave from the sun and heat
growing cold and hard alone
alone in the night
where no one sees
no one knows.
MY INSANITY
all alone at night.
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Poetry***WARNING- Extreme gore, violence, and suggestive themes*** Poetry, of course, but this is my style my way. Don't like it? I really do not care. This expresses some of my deepest thoughts which I have never said nor written down before. If you do r...
