beating heart 『 jikook 』

二十二

| 21;45 |
friday

♞

jjk:
i just came home from the studio

jjk:
i'm so fucking tired

jjk:
apparently i gotta do this collab with a guy i used to like

pjm:
what? 😨 why do you have to do that? 😰

pjm:
if you don't want to do it, then you shouldn't

jjk:
that's easy for you to say, you don't know how fucked up this industry is, you're just normal

pjm:
[ . . . ]

jjk:
fuck

jjk:
i didn't mean it like that

jjk:
sorry

jjk:
didn't mean to snap at you

jjk:
i'm just

jjk:
it's hard, okay?

jjk:
he's such a fuckwad and i literally can't spend a minute in the same room, breathing the same air as him

pjm:
you don't have to apologize, jungkook. i didn't take it as an offense 😅😂😂 i'm actually glad i don't know the world you're in

jjk:
yea, you're lucky

pjm:
oh . . . i don't know about that

pjm:
i have problems too . . . "normal people" problems 😅

jjk:
you know what

pjm:
no, i actually don't 😂😂

jjk:
you're the only unfucked up thing in my fucked up life

pjm:
[ . . . ]

jjk:
i mean that in a good way

pjm:
[ . . . ]

jjk:
it feels as though i can be myself when i talk with you

jjk:
i know that's cliché but like . . .

jjk:
it may also be because we barely have any strings attached to each other? you know what i mean? it's not as if we would get hurt if one of us leaves the other

pjm:
[ . . . ]

jjk:
it's not like i want to end whatever this is either

jjk:
i just

jjk:
i don't know, jimin

jjk:
i feel like i can tell you anything, even the stupidest things

pjm:
i'm glad i'm someone special in your life or that i'm even a part of your massive world at all. i'm really glad i'm able to help you just by being here to listen. i'm never good at confiding in others but

pjm:
i'll always be here to listen