Chapter 28~ Error Code 38 ((Y/n))

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"I'm always just sad and miserable, so I don't know (Y/n)..."

"I promise, I will get you out. We'll find your brother and live a happy life, together, like a family!"

Lies...

"I know how hard it must be for you, but it will happen, I'll make sure of it!"

I can't believe I believed her... Or him.

"Okay... I believe you."

Liar liar pants on fire.

(Yes he does say that)

The world is a lie. Nothing but sadness and pain. If I had the dark lord's powers, I would want to destroy this world filled with lies. But I can't... I can't destroy the world unless I'm the dark lord... So my only choice is to destroy myself. I sat up on the couch and looked over to the table. I will be free if I just leave. I won't have any painful thoughts anymore. When I die... Will I return to when I was innocent, before I was born? Will I just completely disappear from this world? I asked myself, I don't know... And there's no need to know. I don't need to know. This is the end.

I stood up and walked over to the brown coffee table. I took a glass cup off of it and smashed it. I picked up the largest shard.

"... I guess this will do." I said as I studied the piece of glass.

Now... I'm going back. I don't know what's waiting for me... But it has to be less painful then here... Right? I'm free. I thought as I lifted it up. I'm free! I angled it to my neck. Haha... I feel so light...

"Bye..." I felt myself fall to the ground, but then nothing came. I felt pressure on my chest and my hands being pinned down on the ground. I knew it was her... She's grabbing on to me so hard that blood isn't flowing in my wrists. I opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was her piercing (e/c) orbs. I couldn't move my body.

Why... Why is she stopping me again... What the hell does she want me to do...? Why, why, why.... Why isn't she letting me go?

"... Don't go!" She said as a tear dripped from her eye splashing onto my face.

Why... Why isnt she letting me go... It's all because of you. I can't leave because of you.

"You said you'd be gone for an hour, idiot."

What am I saying?

"Does that matter?!"

I can't die... All because of her. She always stopped me. I keep having strange dreams because of the memories she left. I keep remembering sad things because of the promises she made, and because she's still here... I can't be free.

"let go. Now." I demanded, "I won't die right now." She didn't answer. Her tears kept dripping from her eyes and onto my face. I felt as they flowed down my face as if they were my own tears.

(Y/n)... You've grown so much bigger the we were when we were kids. So much time has passed between us. Ironically, I have the time to look at her right now. I've never seen her this close. She still has traces of childhood. But right now, her face looks so fragile like it will shatter any minute now.

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