Chapter 13~ Karkat's reason

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[This is before Dave's flashback]
Karkat's POV===>>

I sat there crying wishing I could just die right then and there. I heard Dave sit up around 5 minutes ago. I tried to calm down. I sat up and looked at Dave. "Cant sleep?"

Time skip cause we've already heard all this we are skipping to when they return after Rose bandages up Dave's arms.

"Karkle's?" I almost growl at the nickname. I feel heat rise up to my cheecks. 'Nope not falling for Strider!' "YA?" I replied softly.
"Why are you here i told you why I am so it's your turn."
"OK" 'Breathe Karkat you can do this...'

Flashback or whatever you call it...

When i was little my mother had abandoned Kankri and I at my father's doorstep we were about 2 and 4 then... He raised us the best we could... When Kankri came home sometimes he would have a black eye but tell our dad he fell again... i never believed him because at night he would cry... He told me one night when i was around 5 before school started to never let anyone hurt me... To be strong never let abyone see me weak.... i didnt understand at the time... but when i started school my teacher would pinch me or trip me because of my blood color... when we moved to Earth it had not gotten any better and it was already bad enough... I was around 6 by now... My step dad and mom took me ... one night he got really mad and stabbed my mom 47 times and carved whore in her stomach... he made me watch... he beat me constantly before that but that night he carved 'mutant' and 'worthless' into my legs it hurt like hell... he did this until 4 months beforw the game... in that time people called me 'mutant' 'lowblood' 'worthless' they told me i should die so much on trollian... so i tried it 2 months beforw the game... i failed Kankri found me and made me spit out the pills... It got worse from there... Then the game started everyone died... Then we moved to Earth it was so bad by then... Daily messages... Beatups weakly Daily almost... Name calling... i started to selfharm before but it wasnt bad until now.... then you guys found out and im here...

Flashback over...

"Awe Karkat... im so sorry"

"It's ok......"

"No its not!"

"Shhhh... you'll wake everyone...."

"Oopssvsheidnfh ugh im so mad rn urgh"

"Omg Dave" I rolled me eyes laughing lightly... omg lol...

[ i realize that i said Karkat lived with his mom all his life until the game but lets just have it to were he didn't remember life before it]

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