*Dave's POV*
She hung out with me up until the guys and I had to leave for the show. She left fifteen minutes before we had to leave. I promised her I would come see her after the show. I was a little worried about leaving her alone given what happened, but I had to go with the guys.
The drive felt like it was taking forever. I just wanted to play this show so I could back to her. I just couldn't help but worry about her.
"Dave, you okay man?" Kurt asked looking at me worry in his blue eyes.
"Yeah man I'm fine, just worried about Kelsea." He said with a half hearted smile.
"I know man, but Kelsea is strong. She's not gonna anything to risk her well being even when she's fighting her depression." Kurt said he sounds like he went through this with her before.
"Have you gone through this with her before?" I asked trying to figure out why he said that.
"You bet I fuckin have. It happened about two months after we met. She fell into a downward spiral, and I was the one she trusted with all the things she could normally never say." He said with a sad sigh thinking back.
"Oh." I said shock evident in my voice.
"But it's okay that you're worried, I would think you didn't love her if you didn't worry about her. I'm worried about her as well but I know she'll stay living." Kurt said as we pulled up to the venue.
"Thanks man, for talkin." I said with a smile.
"Anytime not only are we a band but were also friends." He said giving me a small smile.
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As we took the stage I tried to focus all of my spare energy into the music and the drum best. I tried to ignore the feeling that had my guts lurching towards my fuckin throat. When the first song started muscle memory took over and my mind was allowed to wander.
It wandered back to Kelsea, and she came into my mind, my guts came lurching up towards my throat once again. I knew at that moment that she had done something. I didn't want to imagine what she had possibly done.
*Kelsea's POV*
I sat at home in my small house getting cleaning done when I stumbled upon the item I didn't know I needed until loneliness struck.
I sat there in mess on my bathroom floor, I looked at the cold unforgiving metal blade in my hand. I groaned in pain as I dug it into my skin. Crimson red drops of blood bubbled to the surface. I did that several more times on both arms.
When I was finished I say there and kooked at the mess I made of my arms with my own blood. None of them were bad enough to breed stitches I made sure of that. That when I heard it knock on the door it was orobaby just after 1 in the morning.
"Come in!" I hollered with the little voice I had left. That's when I heard my front door open and heard, Kurt, Krist and Dave. I was still sitting in a bloody heap on my bathroom floor. I still didn't have it in me to move. So I just sat there hoping they wouldn't come looking for me.
"Miss Sassy!" I heard Dave's voice call I could tell he was getting close and he saw me and the mess I'd become. "Kurt, Krist guys get in here." Dave hollered out to them. I see both of them standing in the door way seconds later.
"Kelsea, what happened? Krist go get me a towel." Kurt said as he dropped to his knees beside the pair of us. Krist left and returned with a towel that he handed to Dave who started cleaning the blood off my arms.
"I don't know the lonely feeling came back and set me off." I said trying to get myself together.
"Well Miss Sassy they don't need stitches that's a plus but why would you do something like that to yourself. The three of care about you me the most. We don't wanna see anything happen to you." Dave said as he pulled me into his arms.
"Kels he is right you know, the three of us do care about and want you to stick around." Kurt said parting my knee gently.
"I'm sorry." I choked out barely above a whisper.
"There's no need to be sorry Kels, next time you feel like this don't be alone." Kurt said smiling at me.
"Both of 'em are right ya know." Krist said making me aware that he was still standing in the door way.
I finally decided I was composed enough to stand up. The first thing I did was hug all three of them because I knew I had the best boyfriend and best friends a human could have. Kurt and Krist left not long after that.
"I love you so much Miss Sassy." Dave said before gently kissing the aggrivated marks littering my arm. I pulled away shrinking in on myself I knew my unhealthy habits were not Some thing to find attractive or cute.
"Kelsea look at me no matter what you do or say I'm always going to love you. Seeing these it hurts me to know that you felt so alone that you needed to do that." He said pulling me into his arms yet again.
"I love you Miss Sassy." Dave whispered in my ear again.
"I love ya too Davey." I said with a smirk. I felt like this was how it's supposed to be. We went a laid down on my bed cause we were both getting pretty damn sleepy. He started humming the beautiful melody that was just oh so very calming. I fell asleep without another word. I guess I was more tired than I lead on to believe. My dreams were quite dull given the events of what happened before I went to sleep.
