TMNT happiness is a lie

Ch.7

" what's am I doing to myself...?" Mikey said once again crying. He felt terrible that he was doing this to himself but it made him calm down.

He does it for a reason. One of the reasons were his brothers. They always treated him not the way he was supposed to be treated. He felt useless to his team and his brothers. Even His sensei. He just wanted to be treated right.

Is that to much to ask for?

He wanted to be loved by his brothers. He smiles for them to make them happy but, it was all lie. He hides it in by cutting or crying himself to sleep at night.

At night, mikey prays for the pain to stop. But, it was his brothers that were making him feel this way. But why? Was there something wrong with him that he didn't know about? Or cuz he always messes up? He didn't know.

Mikey looked at himself and his arms. Then he sat on his bed and hugged his teddy bear tight. That teddy bear was like his comfort. He hugs it when he needs a hug or he hugs his pillow but mostly the teddy bear. He looked at his teddy bear and smiled. " thanks for being my comfort..." mikey whispered hugging his teddy bear tightly...