Error Code 404 (Saeran x Reader x Saeyoung) {Completed}

Chapter 19~ Moribund

No... Stop! I shouted as I clutched my head. I need my pills.

'You should have never been born.'

Stop.... Stop it! I clutched my hair in my fists. WHY WON'T IT STOP?!

'She just got drunk and said whatever she wanted again...' Luciel's voice rung out in my head. My eyes snapped open.

'She'll get mad if she seems me sleeping.'

'She won't, I'll make sure.'

(Y/n)...

'What? Do you think you'll be stuck here forever?'

Stop thinking about her! She betrayed you! Stop! I shouted at myself as the headache subsided, along with the voice. I lifted my hand up to my chest. Why do I feel like this? Why did the pain just go away... Whatever, my savior will be coming tomorrow, than I will get my revenge on all of them! I just have to hold out for a day.

Saeyoung's P.O.V.

"WHY AREN'T YOU LISTENING?" I heard Saeran shout from outside.

"What the hell is he blabbering about?" Vanderwood asked.

"I'll go check." I said as I stood up and walked over to the door. I opened the door and looked out. "Saeran who are you..." My voice stopped as I looked at him. He was on the ground shaking someone. I look down to see who it was.

(Y/n)? I was stunned. No... What happened?! Why is she just lying there? I thought.

"What the hell's wrong now?" Vanderwood asked as he pushed me aside. He looked at Saeran. "What are you doing?" he asked as he walked over to him. I just stood there. Under Saeran was a large pool of blood. I... It can't me... No... No... I knew it... We should have stayed. All of a sudden Vanderwood stopped in his tracks and looked down at both Saeran and (Y/n).

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" he shouted as he ripped (Y/n) out of Saeran's arms. I couldn't do anything, say anything. I was disbelief.

Saeran didn't do this... Right? No... He couldn't have. (Y/n)... What happened? Why... My brain was filled with questions with no answers. I could have prevented this... I could have done something! Why did I just let Vanderwood drive away? I should have helped! That should be ne... Not (Y/n), she did nothing wrong!

"SNAP OUT OF IT! DO YOU WANT HER TO DIE?!" Vanderwood shouted at me. I snapped out of whatever faze I was in and ran into the house. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed the med kit.

I ran back into the living room.

Vanderwood walked into the house carrying (Y/n). He placed her onto the couch. I walked over to (Y/n). I stared down at her. She was so pale, her stomach had a bullet wound and so did her shoulder.

"Give me the med kit!" Vanderwood ordered. I did as he told and handed him the med kit. He took it out of my hands and opened it. "Get her shirt of, I need to look her over." I did as he said. I walked up to her and grabbed the bottom of her shirt. I pulled it up and over her head.

Now's not the time for those thoughts! I shouted at myself. (Y/n) is dying!

Vanderwood lifted her wrist up and felt her pulse. "There's a pulse but it's weak." He said. He started to dig through the med kit. I just stood there, staring. There was nothing I could do. I never felt so useless in my entire life. I couldn't believe how weak I felt right now. I couldn't help with anything. I had no medical experience, sure I could bandage something but this was far beyond something I would be able to handle. I couldn't do anything about the situation. All I could do was stand there and watch. Watch while she bleed to death because she wanted to protect Saeran and I.

This is my fault. I thought, If I had just opened that door and dragged her, this would have never happened. If I had just driven away when I could, she would be safe. This is my fault. I could have prevented this. I shouldn't have let her come with me. I told myself. I was in complete denial. Why was this happening to her? Why not me? Why isn't this me. It should be me. Why... Why does (Y/n) have to go through this... Why couldn't this be me lying there.... Why did you have to be the hero and stay behind?! Why couldn't you just get into the car... ?!

"Luciel, please go into another room. I work best when I'm not watched." He said. I stared at (Y/n) as she lied there. She looked so pale and weak. Like the smallest wind would blow her away. I felt the need to stay next to her to make sure nothing happened, but I did as Vanderwood said. I walked away. There was nothing else for me to really do.

I walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table. I rested my head on the table. I was emotionally drained and my stress levels were max. I couldn't believe this was happening.

(Y/n), if you wake up, I promise I'll never leave your side. I will stay by your side no matter what. There to protect you from any threat how big or small it may be. I promise, I won't leave your side. I promise. I felt my eyelids grow heavy and soon enough I had fallen under the curse we call sleep.

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"Luciel... LUCIEL!"

"Huh?!" I jolted awake. I raised my head off of the table. I looked up to see Vanderwood standing there. "(Y/n)! Is she alright?!"

"She's okay for now..." He said.

"Oh thank god." I said.

"I won't know if there's any internal bleeding until she wakes up." He said.

"When did you get good with that kind of stuff?" I asked.

"It's always good to know stuff like that." He said, "Anyway, she's stable, but we'll need to take shifts so we can track if there's any problems. I'll take the first shift."

"Okay..." I said, "Where's Saeran?"

"Hmm? Oh... He's just kinda sitting in the living room not doing anything. He's kinda just staring off into space... It's kinda creeping me out." Vanderwood said. "Anyway, rest. I'll wake you up in about three hours than we'll switch." I nodded. I sighed and rested my head on the table. "Look... I know you're beating yourself up about this. It's not your fault." Vanderwood said, "It was her choice and she knew the risks that she was taking." He turned around, "I should head back to watch her." He said as he left the room.

He's just saying that... It is my fault... I'm sorry (Y/n)... I'll make it up to you... I promise.

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Word Count: 1875

(This chapter isn't as long as I wanted it to be nor how long I was expecting it to be. I had an extra long practice today so I wrote this in a rush. I also had to go shopping for school >w<. SCHOOL...anyway! Chapter 20 will have more Saeran, I promise!!)