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Taehyung // Protection (♕)

don't have any dirty thoughts cx
this is a sad short and it's had graphic content. includes - suicide and cussing

•sad...angst...sweet. idk•

♔

I'm done. I can't take it anymore. I have to think about how I have to execute this plan. Ugh sometimes I just wish I could be like Tae, he's so strong. He just brushes everything off. I wish he could help me this ti-

"Excuse Miss Y/L/N, may you please pay more attention. What's the answer." my teacher said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Oh um yeah. x= 2.7." I muttered. "Good job
Y/N. Even though your always in your own little world, you're a good student." he smirked.

'Okay one more class, and everything will be easy. Everything will be over.' I thought trying to hold back tears.

*school day ends*

"Hey~ Y/N!!" Tae shouted getting my attention. Tae is a senior so he gets out early, along with his friends. Me, I'm a sophomore so  you know, I can't. "Hey~ cutie." Jimin winked at me. He's always flirting with me but Tae says I'm not allowed to date. Okay, that's a lie, I'm just not allowed to date him. I'm gonna miss that. Him flirting with me and Tae getting a little upset. They're such pabos. I love them though. They were the ones who gave me happiness for a little bit. I hope I don't hurt them. At the same time, no one ever cares if I'm hurt.

After hanging around school for a bit, Tae finally decided to leave and get something to eat. We stopped by this little pop up stand and got my favorite treat. A coconut and strawberry sno-cone, and he gets a new flavor every time. He never ends up liking it so we just share. Hm, I'll miss his little pout when he finally gets to taste the new flavor. When he realizes I was right when I say 'Tae oppa, you never like the new flavors you pick.'

He threw his away and we sat and finished our son-cones. Once we finished we got in the car and I started thinking about my plan again. I was so set and ready... well I thought I was. How did I think I would be able to do this without crying. 'I don't think I can do this.' I thought. No, Y/N this will make everything easier. I promise you, everything will stop.

I walked over to Tae who was laying on the couch watching TV.

"Oppa?" I muttered.

"Hmm." he hummed.

"Get up please." he stood up hesitantly.

I hugged him tight and buried my face in his chest.
"I love you, Oppa." I breathed out.

"Are you okay? What's wrong." he panicked

"Yeah, I just never show you how much I love you." I smiled.

I was trying to not let my voice crack. I felt my face trying to frown and I was fighting back tears. I couldn't let him know I was upset.
"Um, okay." he said raising an eyebrow.

I turned around, walked to the bathroom and locked the door. I felt my body shaking. It's okay, you're okay. Everything will just stop. Everyone, every word, every note, every post, every whisper, every girl, every boy, every remark, every push, every kick, every hit, every. thing. It's okay.