Him

Baddie

{The Other What If Part}

,"KENDRICK! GET YOUR PRETTY LITTLE ASS UP AND OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!"

I yelled while pounding on Kendrick's bedroom door. His mother stood behind me laughing her ass off. I heard him groan and stumble to the door. Kendrick's mother called me about an hour ago asking me if I could help get him out of bed since last night he partied his head off and woke up with a major hangover. So, of course, me being the oh so great friend that I am, I decided to come and help.

,"Let me sleep!"

He yelled through the door more than likely snuggling up into the sheets.

,"No can do brother. You're helping me find a dress for the school dance next week."

I heard a loud thump.

,"So he grew some balls and asked you out?"

He said excitedly. I rolled my eyes and giggled.

,"Yup, but if you don't get your ass up I won't be able to make it because I don't have a dress!"

I screamed out making a point. Just then the door unlocked and flung open. He was just in boxers, orange boxers to be exact.

,"Thank you, Iris."

Kendrick's mother gave me a kiss on the cheek then left down the stairs. Diana had always adored me, ever since Kendrick and I were itty bitty pieces of shits. Literally that what Kendrick's neighbor calls us. You steal their dog once and you get labeled as a piece of shit. Diana just laughed at out stupidity, she never really got mad at us, I guess you can say that she's a big softy. I've always been kind of like her daughter. She treats me as if I was. Kendrick of the other hand get annoyed at his moms actions, m on the other hand, I find it quite comforting,

,"Let me get some sweats on then we can go."

He said while giving me entrance to his room. His very messy room. She quickly pulled on some sweatpants and a plain black T-shirt. Kendrick always dresses up no matter what the occasion is, my best guess is that his hangover was really bad. And that's because he isn't even a light weight.

,"Alrighty, let's go."

He said while slipping on his shoes. I stopped him right there.

,"Ah, ah, ah. Where did you go last night that you look this fucked up?"

He raised an eyebrow as a smirk played on his lips.

,"Look at you, getting all Law and Order on my ass."

I rolled my eyes.

,"I was with Kayla."

He said answering my question. His reply left me a bit shocked. Kayla. He was with Kayla, the annoying girl that didn't seem to understand Kendrick was gay.

,"What why?"

I grew a bit jealous at the fact that Kendrick was getting comfortable with Kayla. I mean, he's my best friend, I have permission to get jealous.

,"Iris-"

He said chuckling slightly.

,"Her brother is gay!"

I softened the look on my face. He busted out laughing now and I felt a little stupid.

,"His name is Daniel and he's a freshmen in college."

I snickered.

,"Well, I didn't know. You should've told me before I started to think I was being replaced."

He pushed me out of his room and down the stairs.

,"Sweetcheeks, I don't think little ole you can ever be replaced."

He said while slinging his arm over my shoulders. I smiled at his sweet words although I knew there was sarcasm lingering in his voice. We walked to the door.

,"BYE MOM! I'LL BE BACK LATER!"

He yelled.

,"Okay. Be safe."

We asked out of his house and got into his car.

,"So you never told me about the sex."

He said bluntly as he started the car and I buckled.

,"Kendrick!"

I hissed and a smile climbed onto his face.

,"Well? How was it?! Is he any good? Don't answer that, k already know he is. I mean he used to mess around with some girls and they probably always wanted more, that has to mean he has a big one."

I rolled my eyes and tensed a bit at his words. I sighed as he drove down the street.

,"He's amazing, Kendrick. I honestly didn't know that he could keep me on my toes. He makes me feel..."

I hummed as I searched for the words.

,"He makes me feel safe. And whenever we do it, Jesus, I can't get enough of him. Even though we're so close, like physically close... It's not enough. I don't think it ever will be."

I whispered towards the end and I entered a trance as I started to see Jamie's sweet face in my head.

,"Iris?"

Kendrick snapped me back into reality when he said my name in a sing song voice.

,"What?"

,"I'm going to say something but you have to promise not to get mad."

I narrowed my eyes to where I was looking at him through small slits.

,"Okay."

He hummed a bit.

,"I think you've fallen completely and utterly in love with the bad boy."

I didn't freeze at his words, I didn't even get angry. I just sat there comprehending what he had just finished saying. In love with Jamie, the bad boy, the sweet god like man I was dating. The idea didn't sound so bad. Actually, none of it sounded bad at all. It felt so normal, loving Jamie. Although it was normal it made me feel so amazing. It made me feel an adrenaline rush. All my blood pumped when I saw Jamie, my heart seemed to freeze though, my inside churned as if someone was making butter. The idea, the fact wasn't bad at all.

,"You know, Kendrick."

He looked over to me with droopy eyes.

,"You may be right."