Error Code 404 (Saeran x Reader x Saeyoung) {Completed}

Capter 11~ Confronting Secrets

"Your mother sounds nice."

"She was." I said as I sighed.

"Not to be rude but, why do you think she left?"

"Easy." I said, "She left because of my father. He was very abusive and so my mom left without me. Why she didn't bring me with her..." I took a deep breath. "Probably so she could get married faster... without a kid the possibilities are practically endless." I sighed and combed my hand through my hair. "You asked why I have these scars?" I asked, ne nodded. "Because of him." I sighed.

"What?!" he asked shocked and concerned.

"He's also the reason I hate the dark and have claustrophobia."

"Why?" He asked clearly worried. "What'd he do?"

"He would lock me into the closet for at least a day. It was suffocating and horrifying. That's why, when I saw your brother I had to help." I smiled. "I wanted more than anything to be able to help people who were more unfortunate than I was." It felt like the weight of the world had been lifted off of my shoulders. I kept talking,
"After I ran into Saeran I went home and was put into the closet for taking too long. I had been in there for a day and I needed to get out. Not because I was practically starving to death, but because I made a promise to Saeran. I told him I would go to see him the next day, and I had no intention in breaking that promise." I reached into my pocket and pulled out my multi-tool. "I used this exact tool to escape."

"That's why you carry that thing around with you."

"Yup, it's gotten me out of many sticky situations." I put the multi-tool back into my back pocket. "After two months of visiting him I had returned home, but I accidentally walked through the front door. Because I was supposed to be in the closet he know I had escaped. Because of that he put me into coma."

"That's... horrible."

"Yup."

"Did you tell them what happened?"

"I tried but my dad is a good actor." I sighed, "he claimed I had fallen down the stairs and that I had amnesia because of it. They asked me a series of questions, all of which I was not able to answer. Questions like, what was your father's name? Where do I live? Questions that I couldn't answer. There was only one question I could answer. What was the last thing I remembered. I responded with I was with my friend. My father made up some..... Excuse saying I had no friends because I was homeschooled. Because of that I was diagnosed with schizophrenia." Saeyoung stayed silent as I told my story.
"Every day I was forced to take pills to help me with the memory loss, a sedative and something to help with the "hallucinations". I knew nothing was wrong with me. After about a week in the hospital I was let go early because of a nurse who was very kind to me. I went home and looked for Saeran, he wasn't there."

"And then what happened?"

"Well... I grew up. Two years passed, I had grown up and I was still being abused. I started to believe that I really did have schizophrenia and that Saeran really was a hallucination. I mean... there was no prof against it. I remember I decided to hack into my own phone to prove I want crazy. After I did my father came home with... a man..."

"God." Saeyoung sighed as he combed his hand through his hair.

"Apparently my father was at the bar offering people to.... use me, if they had money..." I sighed, "well... that's why I was alone for two year."

"Why?"

"Because, he died." I looked over to Saeyoung. His eyes were as wide as saucers.

"But that was in self defense."

"Ya... it was..." I sighed, "my dad came back with another man... he died as well. My dad, of course, tried to run away and tell someone that I was going crazy. I didn't want to loose the little freedom I had so...." I felt tears stream down my face.

"(Y/n)... I can't believe-"

"That I have blood on my hands?" I asked, "that I'm a... monster?" tears started to pour down my face I stared down at my hands. The hands that stole three peoples lives. I felt Saeyoung wrap his arms around me.

"I would never think that. You did what you had to." He said.

"But I-"

"I know. I don't care. You're still the same (Y/n) to me, and will be." My eyes widened as the words sunk into my head. I nuzzled my head into his chest and wrapped my arms around him, returning the hug. I felt Saeyoung rub my back as if to comfort me. As I did I felt myself grow tired. I took a deep breath my nose filling with the smell of Saeyoungs jacket. The smell was intoxicating. Sweet and salty like the chips he always ate. My eyes started to close no matter how hard I tried to fight them. I smiled as I felt myself start to drift off to sleep. Drifting off asleep in Saeyoung's warm and caring embrace.

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