.Its the sound of the infamous.

gna vent lmao

So for anyone who actually gives enough of a fuck to read this, I am gonna vent because there's a lot of shit going on and I need to get this out.
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It has been over 24 hours since I've gotten anything from Victor, I'm worried sick, losing sleep. I can't keep anything I eat down and my hair is starting to fall out because of my incessant worrying. I have lost over 10 pounds and it hasn't even been two days yet that I haven't gotten anything. It'll be two at like 8 something tonight... I have left message after message and have got nothing, I'm literally about to like blow up his brother's instagram to make sure he's okay, or somehow get a hold of him idk how though, because if anyone knows what's going on, it's Jacob.

I almost broke my fucking ankle last night and the way it looks is that I most likely fractured it but what do I fuckin know, right? Its all just super dandy. I can't even walk on it because of the pain. Fml

I was also so excited because I'm gonna be getting cute dresses and skirts, and dress shoes, and my nails done and all this shit and I was so excited but I'm not anymore because not only did I get called a slut by my grandparents, but I also got called fat by them. I had a seizure yesterday in church and I told my grandpa and he said "oh yeah and I'm the next pope" so I told my mum, who didnt care for a few hours, then called me. And she called my grandma and told her to keep an eye on me and let her know if I have another seizure so she can call my neurologist and my grandma was like "she didn't have one she just went to sleep in church" like no bitch I don't fuckin sleep in church I never have

And my whole family like 'refutes' my religion because I'm catholic and shit and they try saying that we believe stuff that we don't believe. Just like everyone else they make Catholics look bad and they FUCKING BROUGHT UP THE "CATHOLIC PRIESTS TOUCH LITTLW BOYS" NO THEY FUCKINF DONT IM GONNA KMS BEFORE TJIS FUCKIN TRIP IS OVER OK

and I said I wanted to go to Galveston for my honeymoon and my grandpa told my grandma and she was like "what wedding? Its not like we're gonna be invited, just like everything else in her life we're not gonna be a part of" like I'm right here do you not see me??? I'm never coming back I'd rather kill myself