The badboy's boy

The bad boy's boy reality

"Do you know what impact you make on someone you bully? You ruin their lives. You destroy them." she tells me.

He isn't himself anymore. You destroyed him

"I admire him. The way he's giving you a taste of own medicine " she continues.

We stare at each other. I couldn't say anything I know she's right.

"Bunny?" I hear Mateo's voice.

"Jamie?" He calls out again. I break eye contact with my mother.

"In the kitchen Mateo" I say standing up. I walk out to see him standing where the staircase is.

His hair is a mess. He had a sleepy face. Grey eyes softer than normal.

But it doesn't last long they change and become more hooded.

He walks over to me.

"Bunny where you crying ?" he asks.

I shake my head.
"You were crying " he states coming closer to me till he was standing infront of me.

"What happened ? Who dared to make my Bunny cry?" he asks playful but I know better .

"Your bunny himself " I whisper.

"What did you do?" he asks cupping my cheek.

"I accidentally hit myself " I said kissing the inside of his palm.

He chuckles, muttering something under his breath.

"Mateo would you like to have dinner with us? " my mother asks standing in the door opening of the kitchen.

He looks at me, as if to ask my permission for once.

"He'll have dinner with us mom" I tell not taking my eyes of him.

"Okay then dinners ready in two minutes " she says before leaving.

She isn't even gone properly but he pulls me in for a hug.

I melt away in warmth. I inhale his musky scent, as if it were oxygen.

"Don't ever go away" he mumbles in my hair.

"I won't " I said. It was a promise and I would keep it. After everything I did to him, I owned myself to him. Everything I am he owns.

He pulls away looking down at me.

"You won't leave me right, Bunny?" he asks almost vulnerable.

"I'll never leave you" I whispered.

He kisses my forehead.

"Do you want to sleep here?" I ask.
It was late but not that late, I just wanted him here, with me.

He looks at me, hesitating a bit.
"I'd love to" he said leaning down giving me a peck on my lips.

He wanted to kiss me again but I pulled away. Somehow I felt guilty about kissing him. I'm kissing the boy who I bullied. Who's life I ruined.

But the worst part is that he knows I did this to him. And yet he shows me affection.

"Mateo" I said. He looks at me humming.

"You won't break my heart, right?" I ask soflty leaning against him.

"As long as you don't break mine then we're fine" he whispers.

"Dinner" my mom screams from the kitchen.

We walk into the kitchen and sat down. Well mateo is still himself so I have to sit down beside him.

"I hope you okay with Mac and cheese with fried chicken." my mother said.