°Yumi's POV°
"Magpapakabusy ka kunwari? Bakit ba ayaw mo siyang harapin? Kahapon naman nakausap mo na siya diba? Ano pa bang iniiwasan mo?" kanina ko pa pinagsasabihan tong asungot na to.
"Ang galing o Yumi ko! Hahaha. Laro kaya ulit tayo? Another deal? Malay mo ikaw naman ang manalo" naglalaro na naman siya ng PlayStation. Remember? Yung time na dinala niya ko sa perya? Yan yung dahilan.
"Isip bata ka ba or you just want to change the topic?" hindi na naman niya ko pinansin.
"What do you really want?" napatingin naman siya sakin with puzzled look.
"Ha? Kailangan ko? Ikaw lang naman" I felt that it get me blush. But that's not the point.
"Umayos ka nga" naiinis na sabi ko sa kanya.
"Maayos naman ako ah? Ano pa bang aayusin ko para lang tigilan mo na ko at lumapit ka na sakin?" malungkot na sabi niya. Para naman akong biglang naawa sa kanya.
"It's your decision" nakakalokong ngiti ang binigay ko sa kanya.
"Psh! For all I know gusto mo na kong paalisin sa buhay mo" bumalik siya sa paglalaro.
"Psh! Baka (stupid) I already made promise to you. Do I need to break it?" nginitian ko naman siya pero wala parin.
"Tell me!" sigaw ko sa kanya kaya tumingin naman siya sakin with a serious look.
"I will tell you but answer me first. What are your thoughts?" I sighed.
"Yes. I feel jealous every time she's around but I got more jealous because I felt that you still love her with the fact that you don't want to see her is the evidence. Alam mo yung feeling na kaya lang kita pinipilit makipag usap sa kanya is just because gusto kong makasigurado na wala na talaga kayong connection?" pinipigilan ko yung emosyon na gustong lumabas sakin.
"Then what do you want me to do?" hindi pa rin nagbabago ang emosyon niya.
"I want you to face her and tell her the truth. You're both suffering. I know she have her reason for leaving you but it's already 6 years since then. Is she obsessed to you?" naiinis na tanong ko. Totoo naman di ba?
"Do you know what I've gotten through when she left me?" that question strike me. Ano nga bang alam ko sa kanya? None right?
"No" umiwas na ko ng tingin. It's true.
"Then don't meddle with my problem" he suddenly change. Ba-bakit parang nasaktan ako?
"I'm your wife!" sigaw ko sa kanya.
"We're just married according to paper. You're just my wife" hindi siya nakatingin nung sinabi niya yan. I run out of the house.
"Sino ba siya sa akala niya? The f*ck! I'm just his wife? Oo nga naman. I'm JUST a girl na pinilit sa kanya. Ang tanga tanga ko!" I burst out.
Naglakad lakad lang ako. Wala naman masyadong tao ngayon dahil taglamig. Ang daming snow ang nakakalat sa paligid. For all I really know is the fact that he still love that Lovely. She's perfect since I met her back when we we're a child. Ano namang laban ko sa kanya? She's too perfect for me to fight. Teka nga! I'm beautiful and smart! Why am I comparing myself to her? I'm above her. I'm everything!
"Ooops! Watch your steps. Why are you spacing out in the middle of winter?" muntik na kong madulas. Buti na lang may sumambot.
"Arigato (Thanks)" nag bow ako sa kanya pero hindi ako tumitingin.
Should I make a plan? Pero di ba he promise that he will never leave? Bakit nga ba ko natatakot? At the very least I'm his wife. I should face her and that asungot? I will make him mine. Mine literally. I admit that I fall for him quiet a long time.
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