Chaotic good (Bellamy/Murphy x reader)

"Ye Who Enter Here"

"Pike she saved my life we can trust her." Bellamy assures him "Listen okay, if we wanna make it to Polis before the attack we have to move." I instruct "Attack, do we have any confirmation of that?" Sinclair inquires "We radioed but no answer." I explain running my fingers through my hair "They may already be dead for all we know, and if they are we need to be ready to respond." Pike says agitatedly
"Don't make this about the missiles." I give him a look of disgust "The missiles in this mountain even the playing field and you know it." He argues with me "Even if we were to do that we don't have the launch codes." I snap right back before Bell from behind puts his hand on my shoulder in in effort to calm me down "No but we do have me." Raven smirks before disappearing with Sinclair and everyone begins to move out. "You should stay here." Bell suggests turning me around to face him before I pull my guards jacket back over my shoulders and grabbing my necklace a new nervous tick I've developed "What kind of help would I be here." I furrow my brows at him as he tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear "Your a leader, we need to keep everyone safe." He explains "But If I'm here who's gonna save your ass from making a dumb choice in polis causing near death?" I half joke "Don't worry I'll be fine, stay here keep them safe while they find the codes okay." He smirks "Love you." I kiss him goodbye "love you too."

"Come on Raven we can do this." Sinclair encourages her as I pace around the room "Y/N, can you please chill out." Raven yells at me rubbing her head "I should be there." I grumble as I continue pacing as I realize all of my family could be in danger right now and I'm not there with them. "Have you tried Wallace or Cages birthdays?" I ask biting my thumb "No the passwords too long." She stressed grabbing her leg "Okay well it's hard remembering long passwords wouldn't he need to write it down somewhere?" I ask "No y/n that's stupid he might as well set the passwords to all zeros." She spits at me visibly sweating "Still it's the best we got, y/n go check the office." Sinclair directs as I hurry off.

The office is terribly messy and chaotic looking but I dig around the desk, "Raven I got nothing." I radio in "Keep looking over." She replies before I feel a hand over my mouth the other arm wrapping around me holding me down making me drop the radio "Over? Y/n, Y/n." Raven asks agin over the radio before I feel two sharp pains in my ribs before I fall and see the man that had stabbed me it's the assassin, with white and red face paint and mouth sewn shut I reach for the radio gripping my side trying to stop the bleeding as it slowly seeps through my cloths.

The assassin rips the cloth off the table, Then opens his arm cuff revealing the password and typing it in before I can even reach my gun as I begin to cough up blood he's gone "Y/n what's going on." Raven asks as I reach desperately for the radio finally "Raven the assassins here, he set off the self destruct sequence he has the codes on his arm you have to get them." I cry into the radio clinging to it for dear life as I try to stumble out of the office one hand holding my side but not doing much good.

As I stumble Sinclair grabs me and we keep running after the assassin me clutching to his jacket until we eventually chase him outside he tackles Sinclair and me to the ground, I'm unable to get up and help as Sinclair fights him alone I've lost to much blood. He has his knife on Sinclair's throat pushing down I reach for my gun as hard as I can with all the strength in me finally pulling it out and with the last bit of the strength left in my body I pull the trigger shooting the grounder in the head making him fall to the ground instantly.

Raven runs out of the mountain "Quick get the code I got her." She yells at Sinclair before kneeling beside me "Crap she's so cold, here hold this on the wound!" She says giving Sinclair a dirty rag from her pocket and running back to the mountain "Raven you can't go back in there!" I choke out at her "I can't let them die!" She screams before a hard blast of burning air accompanied by a harsh orange light hits my skin and pushes her back with a great force before crawling back to me and Sinclair watching the rubble much like Lincolns village.

"Where's the radio?" She cries "Where's the radio!" She screams at Sinclair once more before he hands it to her and she speaks into it "Bellamy come in, the grounders attacked Mount Weather it's gone, y/n's dying, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She cries and I feel tears running down my cheeks as well it can't end like this. Before I know it Raven and Sinclair are putting me in the rover and speeding back to Arcadia all the bumps on the roads I used to love hurt every time we go over them in sighting quiet moans and groans of pain like a bunny in a bear trap before everything goes black...
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"Welcome back." My eyes flutter open to see Jackson smiling at me I try to get out of bed but he stops me "Whoa Whoa whoa y/n you can't get up yet your still two weak." He warns "How long was I out?" I ask him "Bout three days we were afraid you weren't gonna make it." He says putting his hand on top of mine comfortingly "Um do you want me to wake up Bellamy?" He asks gesturing to Bellamy in the corner of the room sleeping on one of the plastic chairs his hair falling in front of his face.

"Yes please." I ask Jackson he smiles and nods at me before going over to Bell putting his hand on his shoulder making him immediately jolt upright before looking at me, I smile lightly as he comes over "Hey love." He says in his rough half asleep voice  "I was scared." He admits sitting next to the bed "Me too." I say with a slight laugh "So how do you feel." He asks playing with my necklace lightly "Like I got stabbed twice in the ribs." I retort before he looks back up at me "Smart ass." He smirks "Remember when we met?" He smiles "I was two you were four no I do not remember Bell, you have told me the story bout eight hundred times though."  I smirk ruffling his hair "Well Fine I won't tell it agin, ya fun ruiner." He smiles leaning back "That story's what you call fun." I smirk "Come on that was the first time I got to save you, not that you ever need it."