mistakes we made for love (ON HOLD)

our hide out

its been exactly 2 and a half weeks since me and Jackson have talked ,and I can't handle it .Everytime I think my mind goes to him .. his lips his stunning blue eyes. every little fucking thing makes me fall even more and I honestly hate him for it . I hate him for making me love him and him not loving me back. this is fucking bullshit!!!!!!

I walked down stairs in some pink yoga shorts and a Batman tanktop . just when I walked into the living room I came face to face with Jackson. his head snapped up in ny direction . I turned to leave but he grabbed my hand pulled me around to be chest to chest with him. my fucking legs felt like jello..he got closer

RYLEES P.O.V

I miss my best friend this gang is ripping us apart . I can tell in her eyes she loves jackson. I can also tell she's really upset with me for not telling her about the kiss ..but she hasn't told me much either like how she felt for - my thoughts were interupted by a soft pair of hands my waist .. it was josh he smiled that sweet loving smile I loved so freaking

much ughhhhhh " hey babe" he said in a low voice I couldn't hide the grin . he took my hand and led my to a place I've never seen ...his ROOM

August p.o.v

I felt his breathing pick up " just please come with me" he whispered I only nodded not trusting my voice. I'm always afriad  ill say the wrong things when he's like this...all sweet . he's built up these walls and he won't let anyone in . he's always pushing me away . before I knew it he was leading me into the woods . there was this under ground mysterious tunnel . we went further and further down pictures hung empty beer bottles layed everywhere "when I was fifteen my little brother aiden killed himself" he chroked out

. I stood there frozen ..........." it was all my fault" he said when I looked over he was silently crying . i did the only thing I could think of I rapped my arms around his waist and didnt let him go

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