Head over heels // j.d

i love you.

once we got to the restaurant jakob took the blindfold off...

"what is this" i asked
"i just wanna say i am really sorry, i just thought you wouldn't have gotten that mad about it if i knew that it was going to effect you that badly i promise i wouldn't have done it and i'm sorry" he said
"sometimes sorry can't change anything" i said
"amy please don't leave" he said
"i gave you a minute, its now 15 minutes jakob i have to go but i do really wish you the best of luck" i said turning around walking away
"i love you" he said
"what.." i said turning around confused
"does that change anything" he said
"jake we've been through so much together and yes it does change everything but you didn't have to say that to make me stay" i said
"i didn't say it to make you stay, i said it because it's the truth. it's always been the truth, i just couldn't admit it to myself, and i didn't know when the right time would be to tell you but there i said it" he said
"my flights in a few minutes jakob. i loved you so much and i can't even explain how much you effect my life in a good way i just don't know anymore" i said
"loved meaning you did and i just lost any chance of being with you" he said sighing
"jakob please don't do this not now" i said
"can you at least maybe rebook your flight and come upstairs with me please" he said pointing
"jake i can't just rebook it" i said
"you haven't packed, you haven't gotten anything. please" he said
"let my prove to you that im worth it" he said sound hurt
"i know you're worth it jake i just" i said
"i'm not worth it if i can't make you stay, i told you i love you and you told me you loved me. loved amy, it hurts but let me prove to you that i'm not going to disappoint you anymore" he said
"you let me down, but i lost your trust and it kills me to admit it but i do still love you but" i said
"that's all i needed to hear come on" he said grabbing me as we walk up the stairs

As we walk up the stairs half way through jakob put the blindfold back on me. He takes me into a room as he takes off the blindfold, all my friends were there..

"surprise" everyone shouted
"you didnt" i said turning around to jakob
"i know it's your birthday tomorrow and the boys and i oh ye and lara had something special planned for tomorrow so we decided to have an early birthday today" i said
"wow" i said
"wow is all you can say" he said
"thank you" i said smiling at him
"the least i can do" he said and i see chris running up to me
"thanks for talking to him oh and happy early birthday" he said hugging me
"thank you" i said hugging chris back
"well thanks guys all for coming" i said smiling at everyone
"ye well no parents tonight sooooo you know what that means" ethan says
"go for it" i said and i see everyone grabbing drinks and dancing
"hey can i talk to you outside" i asked jakob
"ye sure" he said as we both walked outside
"i love you too" i said
"is this what made you realise" he said
"no what made me realise was you never stopped, you didn't stop trying and i'm grateful to have you in my life" i said
"does that mean that you're staying" he asked
"not necessarily, im gonna move back to london and stay there for a while just to get my mind back into things and then i'll come back and visit you" i said
"so i say i love you and you're just gonna leave me" he said smiling
"come with me..." i said and his smile wasn't as wide anymore
"amy, you know i would i really would i would drop everything for you. but my music career and how am i suppose to just stop and move with you" he said
"i'm not asking you to stop what you love doing, i'm not asking you to stop your music. All i'm asking is for you to come with me" i said holding his hands
"it doesn't have to be forever, a day, a week, a month, i wouldn't care. Just" i said
"I've always wanted to see what it was like to live in London" he said cutting me off and smiling
"so that's a yes" i asked
"i mean how could i say no" he said kissing my cheek.

// okay that was the end of that chapter, i don't know if i'm going to continue this story but let me know if you want me too x and yes i am aware that it's been months and i apologise for that!