Head over heels // j.d

Jarrod, Jessie, Jordan.

once we got home it was about 9:30. Alex and Lara were just in their phones.

"hey what happened.." Lara asked
"yeh why you two crying" Alex said
"oh mum and I told him.." I said
"told him what" Lara said
"Our dad died" I said
"oh sorry I didn't know" Lara said
"it's okay I think I'm just going to rest for a bit. you guys hang with the boys and mikaila I'll probably come down around 12 or 1" i said
"me too" Jake said and we're both walking in our rooms.

I don't know what's wrong with me.. my head was aching.. I didn't know what to think anymore.. all I feel like doing is crying and crying.. everything was a mess.. I then set an alarm on my phone for 12 just in case I fell asleep.. it was now 10 and I hear Ethan come through and ask were Jake and I were and Lara just replied that we were in our room sleeping so he didn't come up to check up on us. a few minutes went by and it was now 10:30 and I hear mikaila and Jakob come through the door.

"hey where's y/n and Jake" mikaila asked
"in there rooms" Alex said
"why" Jakob said
"it's complicated.. I don't think they want to talk about it but Im sure they're okay" Lara said
"you told me they were sleeping" Ethan said

I now hear someone walking up the stairs.

*knock*

"hey it's mikaila.. can I come in" she asked
"yep.. it's unlocked" I said as she turned the door knob and walked in
"hey what's wrong" she said
"I just feel like a mess.. I want to forget about everything.. I just want to sleep and be left alone" I sad
"hey I know how you feel.. how about you get some sleep and come down around 12 and then get ready for the airport" she said smiling
"ok.. see you then" I said as she stood up and walked out then down the stairs.

I then fell asleep and got woken up by my alarm.. I check my phone and it was 12 I went on to snapchat and I see that Lara's snapchat had Chris so he's already here. I then walk downstairs to see everyone dressed but Mikaila and I..

"hey you're awake" mikaila said
"yeh" I said
"i sent the boys home and now they're all changed and Lara is changing" mikaila said
"where's Jake" I said
"I think he's still in his room" Alex said
"oh okay.. I'm going to get ready" I said walking up the stairs into jakes room
"hey buddy" I said sitting next to him
"hey" he said
"come on go get ready" I said smiling at him and he smiles back
"okay.. you know y/n I'm not sad.. I'm not sad that he died.. but I'm not happy he did either.. I didn't like the way he treated us.. I didn't like the way he spoke to us.. I didn't like the way he accused mum.. pretty much I didn't like him.." Jake said standing up
"I know Jake.. I know how you feel" I said standing up walking to the door and walking out back into my room

I go in and get dressed I decided to wear sweat pants and a white t with white vans (photo above) I decided to go apply some moisturiser and a bit of bb cream. and I walk downstairs.

"okay we ready" mikaila asked
"yep" we all said
"okay have you all gotten your passport" we all said yes and mikaila called her dad to take us in one car and Chris's mum to take us in the other car.

it was now 12:30 and we're now driving to the airport and you could tell that everyone was so tired.. Jake and I weren't that tired so we stayed on our phones half the time.. I'm in the car with Chris's mum and Chris is sitting at the front then Lara, Jake and I. I know Lara is tired since she keeps falling asleep.. and the other car was Alex, mikaila, Ethan and Jakob. once we got to the airport we said our farewells and we went to the machine thing to get our boarding passes.