Head over heels // j.d

This Girl.

After texting Jakob and Alex I walked back into the cafe and sat there and waited for Alex..

*texts with Alex*

Alex - parking rn I know I'm like a minute late
A - don't text while driving

*end of text*

I look at the door and see Alex and.. Blake Walks in and sees me and walks over to me and sits down.

"hey" Alex says sitting down
"don't hey me what's he doing here" I said looking at Blake as he sits down
"I can leave if you want" Blake said looking hurt
"nah stay" Alex said

*texts with jakob*

A - Blake is here
J - you want me to come? where are you?
A - no I'll be alright just wanted to tell you
J - I can come you know that
A - I know but I'll call if I need to
J - alright x

*end of texts*

"Amy" Alex said
"yeh" I said
"I'm really sorry" Blake said
"ten minutes explain" I said
"we're here to say sorry" Alex said
"I know that" I said
"I want you to know no matter what I'll always try and protect you" Alex said
"exactly you'll try to Alex right now I can't even talk to you I said don't talk to Blake I said don't hang with him and what do you do you what I don't want you to" I said
"I know you hate me but you don't have the right to speak to your brother like that yes he might have changed but these past few weeks you don't know what he's done yes he may has come home drunk once or twice but the whole time we've been hanging out we didn't just go party we actually got to catch up and plan something for you so stop talking like that to him and act mature for your age" Blake said
"no comment" I said
"you might call me a jerk a bastard call me whatever you want but just know I've changed" Blake said
"changed no you haven't you screamed in Ethan and jakobs face about their flaws yeh totally have changed Blake" I said
"I did that because I wanted to see how he would react and he stood there and you know what that tells me that tells me that he's not going to start a fight he's not going to hurt you when you get mad he won't try and fight back with you he'll actually just stand there and ignore and believe me I give him props for that" Blake said
"so this was all planned" I said
"no" Alex said
"we didn't mean what we said okay" Blake said
"I don't care I really don't I'm just so tired of life right now" I said
"don't be you're going to be here for a while and it's going to need you here for it to be the same" Blake said
"this doesn't change anything" I said
"I know it won't but Blake just wanted to say something" Alex said
"My way of flirting is stupid, the day Alex told me he liked you I got mad, jealous whatever you want to call it and that's why I said mean stuff because it mad me feel like I got the anger out at you for saying yes to him. believe me I didn't have feelings for you after you and Alex dated. I stopped thinking about you then I met Alex again, brought memories of you. I know what you do for a living I know a lot about you but I know it sounds stupid and pathetic but I think you're pretty amazing and I don't want to be in a relationship or whatever because I know you and Jakob ar going to stay with each other for a while and I'm just trying to look out for you not as a boyfriend not as your brother but as your friend and just know I'm truly sorry for everything" Blake said smiling
"I can't do this I'm sorry" I said grabbing my phone and keys and going to my car.

I start the car and started driving away I started driving towards the river near the city..

an hour drive later I got to the river I walked out of the car and grabbed my phone and headed to the grass area and just sat there thinking

*texts with unknown*

Unknown - hey is that you down by the river?
A - uh who is this?
C - Cameron, Jakob gave me your number
A - oh yeh I am, you here?
C - yeh you alone?
A - yeh you're welcome to come over
C - I'm currently on a date...
A - how's that going for you? don't you think it's rude to text whilst on a date?
C - it's really really awkward were nearly done eating I'll come over later
A - you sitting outside that little cafe
C - yeh... it's awkward dude
A - just try and start a convo and put your phone down
C - see you soon