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February 4th, 2017

"I love you and I'll see you in 2 weeks. Please don't burn the apartment down or forget to feed Cub" I kiss both Johnson and Gilinsky on the cheek as my flight was called. I was flying from London, England to Toronto so we wouldn't be getting the same flight. I was nervous to fly for 7 hours by myself, but I'm just hoping I'll sleep most of the way there

"Call me the second you land. If anything happens and you want to come home at any point, you know you can. The only way I'm letting you on that plane is if you swear to me there will be no unwanted pregnancies, let alone teen pregnancy. Promise me you will not get pregnant." Johnson said

"As long as you get no girls pregnant" I smirked

"I love you guys. I gotta go, I cant miss this flight" I kissed their cheeks before running over to my gate. I was quickly seated because I was in first-class. I took my phone out and texted Shawn, even though it is only 4 am there. He left 4 days ago to spend some time with his family before his tour starts. I think his dad will be coming with us for the first 2 weeks, until we get to LA and then we continue the tour without Manny for a month after

Erin: hey baby, I hope you're asleep dreaming about muffins and music. I just wanted to let you know that I am on the plane, I have wifi, and I should see you in less than 7 hours. I miss you xx

I was honestly hoping that he would answer but I know that he's peacefully asleep looking cuter than a puppy eating ice cream. Just picture that, and that's what Shawn looks like when he's sleeping

"Miss Gilinsky, you're gonna have to close that for take off" The flight attendant smiled at me. I nodded at her and wondered how she knew my last name. The girl that sat next to me looked oddly familiar

"Erin?" She asked. I looked over and it was the one and only, Madison Beer. The girl who broke Jack's heart the first time

"Madison" I rolled my eyes

"Listen, we are sat next to each other for 6 and a half hours. I want you to know that I've changed for the good and the shit that I did to you and Jack were horrible. I genuinely hate myself for that. I didn't mean to hurt Jack, it's just that hurt people, tend to hurt other people. I was so heart broken when I met Jack that I took all my emotion and pain out on him. I would really love to catch up with him and apologize for everything. Could you give him my number? Also, I don't want this flight to be awkward, so could we please start over?" Madison said all of that in one breath

"Madison, it's totally okay. I'm not that upset about what happened anymore. I'd love to start over with you but Jack might have a little bit of trouble with that" I hugged her

"Thank you" She repeated over and over. We chatted for a few hours, just catching up with each other. The odd thing is, she is only a year older than me but Jack dated her. That's like Jack dating one of my non-existent friends from Omaha. I told her about Shawn, my singing career, modeling that I've been doing on the side ad it turns out that she is doing almost the exact same thing. She just doesn't have a bomb-ass Shawn in her life and I'm thinking she wants Gilinsky to be that for her, but I don't think Gilinsky will be that for her

"I'd love to sit and chat, but I have a video I need to edit and have up tonight" I laughed "but put your number in my phone and we can meet up for coffee or something" I smiled passing her my phone.

"Awe, you and Shawn are so cute" I guess she seen my screen saver

"Thanks" I giggled and blushed thinking about Shawn. I know we've only been dating just over 7 months and we're 'only teenagers' but I've never experienced anything like the feelings I get when I'm with Shawn. Just the thought of him makes butterflies erupt in my stomach. When I'm around him, I don't want to be anywhere else. I don't care if we were in the sewer systems of New York, I'd still be happy just being with him. And when I'm not with him, he's the only thing on my mind. I think the reason Shawn and I are so close if because we're always with each other and we rarely fight. Yes, we've had our days where we argue and break up for like a day, but we always come back to each other