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[Chapter Nineteen] Disney Therapy

Just A Kiss : Lady Antebellum

Chapter Nineteen – Disney Therapy
Julian's Pov

I don't know how long she let me cry, but when I was done she didn't even say anything about it, she just moved on from it which I was thankful for. I didn't want to feel more embarrassed than I already did. Sure, at the time it was a great idea but now I felt stupid, and I guess I was getting a taste of how she felt all the time around me.

"You know what you need?" she asked me

"No, what?"

"Some Disney Therapy." She told me confidently.

"Disney Therapy?" I said slowly and she nodded

"Disney Therapy. I'll be right back." she ran from the room leaving me staring after her pretty confused at the change in things in the last five minutes. She returned a couple minutes later with a stack of movies.

"And those are?" I asked

"Disney movies, duh." She shut the door and plopped down in front of the dvd player, she spread the movies out and looked at each one carefully before taking one out and putting it in."

"Well what's first?" I asked but she just headed out of the room again and the previews played while she was gone, she came back a couple more minutes later with snacks, there wasn't a large selection of junk food but she did manage to grab a whole lot of it before hopping onto my bed, well she seemed a whole hell of a lot more chipper than she did earlier.

"Little Mermaid." She smiled fondly at menu screen that had popped up.

"You are such a kid." I rolled my eyes

"You love it, admit It." she looked up at me and I did. She looked beyond beautiful and so happy right now; I would sit through endless Disney movies if it made her smile like this.

"No secret there." I climbed into bed with her and we sat up against the wall long ways while we ate junk food and watched the movie. I don't know when the last time I relaxed and ate some popcorn while watching a movie was.

I sat through the first one and at the end of it she told me to pick another while she went and threw some trash away and brought dishes out. She came back again with more food but this time it was mostly some fruits and veggies, healthy food.

"Peter Pan." She noted.

"I don't want to ever grow up." I shrugged and she smiled as she curled up against my side. With each movie we would get closer and curl up more and with each movie I was actually finding myself feeling better. I guess I underestimated the value of Disney Therapy.

I was now a firm believer in it.

She lay in my arms and I couldn't help but look down at her and smile at the smile on her face when she watched these kids' movies. I never really got to do this when I was little so I appreciated this more than I would care to admit.

"Thank you for this." I told her and she looked up at me and it was so hard not to kiss her right now.

"Anytime." She told me

"I really like you Bailey." I pushed her hair back from her face and I could hear her breath catch.

"I know that I'm a bitch sometimes, but I do like you." she told me and it made me happy to hear.

"You're allowed to have bad days." I said and I couldn't help but look into her eyes.

"My confession for the day, I'm scared because I don't understand why I have feelings for you."

"Mine, I'm just as confused as you are because I've been reluctant to everything the past few months but you make me want to try harder, to be better."

"Why me?" I don't know how many times she has asked that, but it's like she can't believe that someone could actually care of believe in her.

"I don't know, just something about you." I told her and she bit her lip and looked deep in thought.

I went back to watching the movie and after that she put on Cinderella.

"Typical princess." She shrugged and jumped on top of me.

"Is it so bad that I want to live happily ever after?" she asked me and I won't lie, I was a bit distracted by the fact that she was straddling me. So innocent, that one. She doesn't even realize the sexual nature of this position she's just hanging out while the previews play looked at me like I should be saying something.

"What?" I asked and she rolled her eyes

"I asked if it was a bad thing that I want to live happily ever after?" she said and I kind of remember her asking that.

"No, as long as you're willing to work every day for that happy ending."

"Can't I be a princess instead? Not like a real one, like a Disney one where I don't have to do anything but sit and look pretty."

I touched her face and ran a thumb over her cheek and she leaned into my hand and closed her eyes.

"How about you can be my princess." She opened her eyes and rolled them.

"Please, I'm far from a princes."

"You are very demanding though, and pretty." I teased her

"I am not demanding!" she defended and I just stared at her, she wasn't demanding?

"How about when you pushed me out of bed and forced me to get you food?" I asked her and she pushed her lips together to keep from laughing.

"Oh, that." She laughed a little bit.

"Oh yeah." I said sarcastically.

"Well you know." She shrugged and I stopped my hand when I noticed it was running up and down her thighs. I was in trouble, so much damn trouble.

"Julian." She said and I gave her my full attention

"Yes princess?" I asked and she smiled slightly.

"How many more nicknames are you going to give me?" she asked amused

"As many as I want." I shrugged. I thought they were fun, I'm thinking of finding something super cheesy and irritating to see what she says about it, on one of her good days that is.

She leaned closer to me and I was hyper aware of where she was and how her body was pressed to mine, I could feel how my shirt rode up the slightest bit and the increase of her breath. I felt the soft skin of her thigh burning into my palm.

Her breath fanned across my skin as she leaned in and her eyes closed as she closed the space and touched her lips cautiously and shyly to mine.

I moved my hand to the back of her head and kissed her back a little more firmly. My heart was racing with her proximity and I felt like an emotional girl right now.

I gently ran my tongue over her lip and she parted them for me to slowly slide my tongue in. I know she hasn't done this before so I kept it slow with her.

She was shy and inexperienced and it made me like kissing her even more. I liked knowing that I was the only guy she's even kissed like this. Her whole body was lying against mine and I gently rolled her over so she was underneath me and kissed her again.

Her arms wrapped around mine and I could feel the thumping of her heart against my chest. I knew better than to do anything more so I just kept my hand on her leg and used my other one to keep my weight off of her and I was content just making out with her in my bed.

I could get used to this if she let me.