Idol [book 1]

Chapter Four

" Love yourself & face yourself. "

-Beyond The Scene-

The next morning, I woke up when my alarm rang on the table, waking the rest up.

" I'm sorry. " I immediately apologies because I woke them up and turned off the alarm. Tzuyu and Chaeyoung go back into sleep.

I sat on the bed, stretching my waist. I'm just having a very sad dream where I lost my parents. If I'm losing my parents in my dream, I swore, I will never sleep even a blink. But the ugly truth wins.

My eyes started to fill with tear but I quickly wipe it away. It's really hard to get over when someone is dead but I know there must be a way to forget it. Even it hurts and takes a longer time. The most important is, I am going through the healing process. 

I reached for my phone, starting my daily routine. I frowned when I saw someone is messaging me with the same number. Could it be the man that accompanies me yesterday?

if u r wondering who is this, it's Jimin. 😁

from : 89-xxxxxxxxxxx

WHAT? Jimin sunbaenim? Park Jimin from BTS? A rising idol? I must be dreaming. Relax, Dahyun. Calm. Chill.

Annyeonghaseyo sunbaenim. I'm sorry for did not recognize u in the first place. btw, how did u get my number phone?

from : dahyun

I clicked the 'sent' button and threw my phone away before I headed to the balcony. I took a deep breath and sighed heavily. 

The view is just so breathtaking and it calms my heart a little bit. Start your new life Dahyun, this time. Without your parents. But you have your members, right? Yeah, having my members around could make me feel at ease and happy. Even though they can't replace my parents, but I should be grateful, right?

I really want to forget about this quickly so I won't mention this anymore. Suddenly, my phone is ringing indicating someone is making a call. Who is making a call early in the morning? Spam?

" Dahyunnie, your phone. " Once more time, Chae is waking up when my phone rang. I felt sorry again, " I'm sorry, "

" It's okay. I'm wide awake now. Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake. "

I chuckled when Chae is acting funny. She is just like my father. Even though it is early in the morning, he is still in the mood. Usually, people in the morning would be so grumpy.

As soon as I grabbed my phone, I felt panicked when it is actually Jimin. Make a phone call? What's happening?

" Why don't you answer the call? " Chae asked and I smiled, nervously and hide the phone behind me. 

" It's spam. Yeah. Spam. Just ignore it. " I said and laughed nervously. Chae replied to me, shrugging her shoulder and tidy up her bed.

" How do you feel, unnie? " Chae asked and I shoot her a small smile. 

" Nothing changed. I am still feeling sad and suffocate as if a big rock is on top of my chest. I'm still feeling really heavy but don't worry, Chae. I'm in the process of healing. " I replied and lay down on my bed.