Forever

Chapter XXXI

Hazel’s Point of View

 Chresanto is mad at me. Just because I told him I don’t want to have kids right after my career starts.

 ‘’Santo, babe. Don’t be mad.’’ I said touching his back. He took my hand off of his back and sat up. I hate it when he’s mad. ‘’Santo, I know I want kids but not now.’’ I said hearing my voice crack a little bit. When I get tired of trying to prove myself, I get teary-eyed. ‘’Fine.’’ I said shooting up from the bed and walking into our en suite. I slammed the door behind myself and sat down at the counter.

 I looked into the mirror. My eyes were going red and puffy. I hate when we get into an argument. I stripped out of my clothes and stepped into the shower. I sat down and sighed. I washed my body with my Warm Vanilla Sugar fragrance scented body wash. I turned off the water and got out. I dried off with a towel and wrapped it around my body.

 I walked into my closet. I rubbed Warm Vanilla Sugar scented lotion all over my body. I slid on my bra and underwear. I slipped on dark heather UCLA Bruins perennial long sleeve tee shirt, navy Splendid slim leg stretch leggings, with black UGG Bailey button short boot. I walked back into the en suite and threw my hair into a messy bun.

 I walked out of the en suite to the bedroom. I grabbed my phone off of the dresser. I walked out of our bedroom to the kitchen. I grabbed a breakfast bar and a bottled water. I grabbed my keys and walked out of the condo. I walked down the stairs to the lobby. I walked out of the double doors. Chresanto can be unreasonable sometimes. I walked down to the park. I sat down on the bench and opened my breakfast bar. My phone buzzed on the bench. I unlocked it and seen Chresanto and I’s conversation.

 Bae: Come back.

 Me: No, I just need some time.

 Bae: Please.

 Me: Okay, damn.

 I got up and started back walking. I looked around and seen a lot of people dressed in suit and heels. I walked up to the condo building and walked back into the doors. I walked up the stairs to the condo door. I opened the door and walked back into the bedroom.

 ‘’Why don’t you want to have children with me?’’ He asked.

 ‘’I do, but not right now.’’ I said taking off my boots. I walked into my closet and put my shoes up. I also took off my UCLA shirt, since I had on a tank top until it. I walked back into the bedroom and sat down in a chair.

 ‘’You love me don’t you?’’ He asked.

 ‘’Of course, I love you. I just want to get my teaching career started. Chresanto I really do want to have kids but I don’t know when.’’ I said.

 ‘’I’m ready to have a family, even though I’m young.’’ He said.

 ‘’Chresanto, I’m 18.’’ I said. He got up and stormed out of the room. I followed close behind him. He walked into the living room. ‘’Roc, I can’t drop everything for you!’’ I shouted.

 ‘’I did, I could have been on tour!’’ He shouted back.

 ‘’You should be.’’ I mumbled.

 ‘’What?!’’ He shouted.

 ‘’I can’t take this!’’ I shouted.

 ‘’You don’t got to be with me! I’m done with this and with you!’’ He shouted, angrily. He slid on his socks and slides. He walked out of the door, slamming the door hard. I took in what just happened. He just broke up with me. I walked into the bedroom and broke down on the floor. I cried loudly rocking back and forth. I looked up and seen our pictures on the wall. I broke down crying till the point where my head was hurting.

 Jas’mariee and Princeton walked into the bedroom and looked down at me. Jas’mariee got down on the floor beside me.

 ‘’What’s wrong?’’ She asked.

 ‘’It’s over.’’ I said.

 ‘’With you and Roc?’’ Prince asked.

 ‘'Yes, we got into a argument and he just ended our relationship and stormed out.’’ I cried. Prince got down and held me in his arms. I cried on his shirt. Jas’mariee rubbed my back. I can’t believe this happened. ‘’I can’t believe this, after three long years.’’ I cried. Princeton kissed my forehead and let me go.

 ‘’Best friend, you need to take sometime for yourself.’’ He said.

 ‘’I just want him back here. This is all my freaking fault.’’ I said.

 ‘’No, it’s not. Don’t let him get you down. Get back up and fight.’’ Jas’mariee said. I got off of the floor and got into the bed.

 ‘’Just let me be. I’ll come talk when I’m ready.’’ I said.They nodded and walked out of the bedroom. I can’t believe it’s over. He’s just going to end three years over this stupid shit. I guess he wasn’t really in love with me because he would have stayed. I just want to become a new me. No boyfriend or anything. I just want to unconnect from him forever.

 I grabbed my phone and played Why Don’t You Love Me by Beyonce. The song got me back really quick. I jumped up and took all of our pictures off of the wall. I threw them into a box and put the closet. I looked around the room and jumped onto the bed. I gotta to do this for me, not for him.

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