!!!!!!!!THIS BOOK IS PRIVATE FOR THE FIRST HALF SO FOLLOW ME TO START FROM THE BEGINNING!!!!!!!!
"So she's pregnant huh?" I said. I wanted to cry so badly.
"Nay if you let me-"I started throwing questions at him left and right. How long have you bee...
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Kai was five months now. He was growing so fast I thought as I rubbed his head, lathering it with soap. He cooed and giggled as the warm water hit his skin.
"You wike to smile for mommy?!" I said in a babyish voice.
He giggled some more.
After his bath I carried him with me into the kitchen to get him some food. I carried him and his food back upstairs to Odell and I's bedroom so I could watch the game from bed. Odell was playing home tonight. I didn't go because I just wasn't up for it. He was a little disappointed from it though. I felt a little bad. But hey, I spent close to 10 years going to his games so I'm good. I always watch though. I was never ever really interested in sports. The only reason I watch football now is because of him. I never understood the rules until he taught me. I still can't play but I can follow the game. Our relationship is getting a little strained. With everyone's hectic schedule we can barely make time for each other. I'm busy doing stuff for Kai and I'm planning on launching a fashion line/boutique. I was trying to get everything lined out with that. I watched
A text message notification popped across my screen. It was from LaLa.
LaLa: coming by in a few.
Hmm. I wonder what she wants to talk about. ____________________
"Hey!" I said as I opened the door for LaLa. We greeted each other and she sat down on the couch. "Where's little man?!" She cheered. "He's upstairs sleeping." I replied pointing to the baby monitor. She smiled. "So how are you doing with Odell and everything?" "We're doing good but it gets kind of lonely being cooped up in this house with the baby while he's gone. I'm just glad he's playing home tonight." I confided in her. LaLa looked really uncomfortable, like she had something to say, but was holding it back. "LaLa is everything okay?" I asked. She licked her lips and looked at me. "A friend of mine sent me a video of-" she looked down. "Of what!" I asked intrigued. She gulped. "Of Odell getting twerked on by a stripper in Atlanta." She said. Wait hold up. I remember specifically telling him no strippers. Wtf. She pulled out her phone and showed me the video. My blood boiled as I watched him smile. I nodded my head. "Send me that shit." I told LaLa. LaLa sent me the video. "Can I stay at your place?" I asked. She looked shocked by that question. "Yea but make sure you keep your little gremlin quiet." She laughing. I mean mugged her in a playful way. I wasn't staying here. When Odell came back from Atlanta he told me it was boring and that he was on his best behavior. If he want to lie like that to my face I'm not staying here to give him a chance. I continued packing my bags. As we were loading up Kai and Is stuff into LaLas car two bright lights blinded our eyes. A car door slammed and I heard to hurried feet coming toward the scene. "What the fuck is you doing Nay?" He yelled. "What do you mean what the fuck am I doing? What dies it look like?" I yelled back not looking him in the face as I loaded up the last couple of items. He grabbed my arm. "Baby where are you going?!" I pulled away. "Away from here with my son." I replied dryly. "Wait a minute! YOU NOT GOING NOWHERE WITH KAI!!!" He shouted. "Oh yes the fuck I am seeing that it's me who takes care of his ass, me who brought him into this world, me-"
"Why are you doing this?"
"Ask the stripper bitch in Atlanta why Odell."
His face went blank.
"What the fuck are you talking about? There was no stripper! I already told you." He said trying to play it off. I pulled out my phone and showed him the video. "That's not you?" I said.
He cocked his head back and huffed. "Baby can you let me explain please." He begged.
"No. This video explains everything. You're a liar Odell and that is something that wont ever change, I learned that the hard way."
I got into the car. I could see him banging on the roof of his car out of frustration and holding his head in his hands. I looked away, knowing that if I kept looking I'd want to come back to him. I just couldn't believe he'd lie like that. And then deny it when he's caught. I started to cry in the car. LaLa looked at me. "It's okay boo. You still sexy as hell. He wasnt good enough anyway." It didn't batter if he was good enough he was what I wanted. "Put his ass on child support!" She rambled on. I laughed at a couple of them. When we got to our old place Marco was there. I got Kai out the back seat and walked inside. Marco looked surprised. He greeted me and gave me a hug. He shook Kais chubby hand and laughed. I went upstairs to my old room. Most of my things were still there. I saw that the crib Nick and I had put together was still there. I placed Kai in and plopped on my bed. LaLa came up the steps. "Marco is getting your stuff okay." "Okay." I thought to myself while I was in my bed.
I just need some space right now. I'm glad I left because we all know I would've came right back to him if I would have stayed. Seeing him like that is my weakness but he's a grown man. He got to learn.
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"FUCK!" I yelled as I plopped down on the bed. I knew I had fucked up by being at the strip club. I ain't tell her cuz I knew she would do this. I was drunk, she acting like I fucked her. Yea I lied, but only because I ain't want the drama. She took Kai away tho. And that pisses me off. Everything I do is for them and she ain't even give a chance to explain. I fuck everything good up.
