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"So she's pregnant huh?" I said. I wanted to cry so badly.
"Nay if you let me-"I started throwing questions at him left and right. How long have you bee...
When I got to the set I sat down in my chair and one of the crew gave me my cards. I studied them for 20 min and had them all memorized. I discarded the "America's new heartthrob!" line. I wasn't fixing to say that shit. Just then I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up and it was Odell making a lil face. Childish.
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"Hey baaeeee." He said mockingly. "I'm not your bae and stay respectful this is my job." I clapped back. "Oh okay." He put his hands up in surrender. I'm so fucking annoyed.
Odell P.O.V. Damn. She really not trying to say hey to me. Little do she know I requested that her and only her interview me. But I'm on a mission. I want her back. I threw little hints the whole interview. I don't know if she noticed but I'm fixing to find out. I followed her out of the set. She looked so angry. Damn she so cute when she angry.
Jenay P.O.V.
Why is his ass following me? I turned around and looked at him.
"Look. I don't know why we're doing this. I just wanna know why we aren't talking. I mean why can't we at least be friends. After all, I should be mad."
True. But I wasn't gonna let him hear that.
"Odell I'm really not in the mood for this rn. I have a ton on my plate. I just wasn't ready for that."
I could see him getting frustrated.
"You weren't ready? All you ever wanted me to do was commit and when I propose you say no and run off! Please make me understand." He said. I could tell he was trying to hold everything back. It wasn't working. He was telling the truth. I was wrong. But we had gotten back together not to long before that after he cheated. I wasn't ready to get married!
"Why do I have to take the whole blame?! I would've said yes if you didn't cheat!"
He looked straight into my eyes.
"You said that you were over that. I wanted to prove to you that I could be faithful. You broke my heart. Now I'm here begging for your mercy. If you tell me now you don't want to ever see or talk to me again I'll walk out forever."
If I were to say yes to that it would be a lie.
"Look Odell, I have to go. I'll see you later." I said. I immediately regretted that statement. I shouldn't have said "I'll see you later." That just gives Odell crazy ass a reason to chase me and validation. Trust me that's not what you want that nigga to have.
"What if you don't have to see me later. You wanna go for something to eat. I know you're hungry." I was starving. How could I say no? He saw me contemplating it and just grabbed me and led me outside. What the fuck was I doing? And who the fuck do he think he is? How was I letting him get away with this.
When we got into the car there was just this awkward ass silence. After the whole episode that happened in the building it's funny how we ended up out here. Odell was starting to make small talk with me. I was trying to play hard to get. "Where you want to go?" He asked. "McDonalds." He turned around all surprised. "That stuff can kill you." He laughed. "Well that's what I want." I said. "Okay, you can have whatever you like." I knew he was tryna be sly. He smiled mischievously and pulled off.
I ate my McDonalds on the way home. "You want me to pick you up in the morning since you left your car." He said. "Nah. I'm good." I said.
"So that's a yes! Great! Does 6 sound good." He said. He smiled I laughed.
I don't know what the fuck was going on. I usually be acing my "miss me with that shit" game. I'm just melting. I low key wanted him and he high key wanted me. He could have any girl he wanted yet he came back to me? That deserves a chance right?
But it's gone take a lot more than some McDonalds and small talk to get back in my life. I'm no easy bitch.
