My Only: OBJ | Book 1&2 | (EDITING ERRORS!!)

Your Everything .

No lie I almost pissed myself when I saw me and Odell on tv but LaLa helped me.

"Baby they can call you anything they want, but at the end of the day we all know the real story. It's not their life. Don't stress."

"They just making me look bad. What happens when I want a job and the employer thinks I'm a skank."

"Bitch you can start your own shit. Fuck that."

"I just-"

"You care way to much. You're a people pleaser Nay. You want everyone to like you and your afraid of their opinions. I personally love to let them wonder."

Odell butted in.

"I just called my publicist. They said they're gonna start doing some damage control."

"Good." I sighed.

"In the meantime, just tune them niggas out. And try to stay off your social media."

"That's gonna be hard. My life's on there."

"It's not hard, just delete the app."

I rolled my eyes.

"Well I gotta go get packed for tomorrow." I said

We were heading back to New York in the afternoon.

"Okay." He said.

"Well I better be on my way too." LaLa said.

I went back in my room and scrolled through my phone. I knew Odell had told me to stay off social media. I couldn't resist. I wasn't gonna post anything though. I looked through the Shade Room and all the headlines and comments.

"You're violating the rules already!" He chuckled.

"They think we're together and that you left Dani for me." I rolled my eyes.

"I did."

I looked at him.
I turned back at my phone.

"No you didn't Odell."

"Yes. I did."

"No when Dani lost the baby you left her. You left her because you never loved her. You left me because you felt guilty because Dani was pregnant. And when you came back I was tired of playing games. That's what happened."

"Are we really doing this right now?"

"What are we doing Odell! That's been my question this whole time! What are we doing!" I snapped.

I stood up.

"I don't know what this is?! I've never had this much dysfunction my entire life. It feels like whenever your around shit just gets fucked up." I continued.

"Jenay. I know you. We both know that the only reason things are like this is because of that pride! You're so stubborn."

"I'm stubborn! You were with Dani for months after you kept saying you were gonna leave her!"

"She was pregnant Jenay!"

"So am I!!"

We both had tears in our eyes.

"But we both had shit going on we aren't proud of. But the truth is I've loved you since the beginning."

"That's hard to believe."

"If I didn't love you why would I go through this much trouble. Risk everything to be with you. You left me. I could have any girl I wanted Nay, but I'm only complete with you."

"If you "love" me why treat me like this? Why hurt me over and over again?"

"That day when Dani posted she was pregnant. I found out minutes before. I was going to her place to break up with her."

"That helps." I said sarcastically.

"What else do you want from me Nay?! Just tell me!!"

"Your everything! I want your heart Odell. I want your love. I want the old you. The one I met when I was a 14 year old girl. The one who cares. The one I loved. And until you can be that boy I can't let you in. I just can't."

He hugged me and placed my head in his chest. My hot tears fell across his shirt.

"I can be that boy if you let me Jenay."

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