Blame Game (ziam)

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Dear Liam,

I wrote you this letter in case you weren't home when i stopped by, but you obviously were (and weren't alone)  but it's okay now.

For the past couple of months I really did miss you, I wanted to contact you back and tell you how much I loved you. But you really fuckin' hurt me, Liam. You hurt me terribly. Everything I loved about you was replaced with the horrid memories of the night that tore us apart.

I tried to get over it because I loved you so much. 5 years is a crazy long while, you were apart of my future that I envisioned. I did all of this for you. I wanted a better life for us Liam, I hope you know that.

That night tainted the image of a sweet angel that I saw in you, and instead I saw the evil that you had been hiding.

I don't think I could ever forgive you for what happened.

You meant the world to me Liam, and I didn't know if I'd ever escape the cage you trapped me in. But I met the light that shined me through the darkness.

I am no longer drinking and smoking to get you out of my mind, nor contemplating on giving you another chance.

It could never work between us again, you're too selfish and I'm glad you won't be alone, Andy is definitely there for ya.

Thank you though for teaching me what love really is when it's pure and beautiful. I'm now ready to love and live life with a clear head.

You were the best lesson I could ever have : I will never let anyone walk over me again.

I wish you the best Liam, and I hope you change into the Liam you were before everything happened.

Please never contact me again. Have a nice life.

- Z "

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5 YEARS LATER

It's been a crazy 5 years since Zayn's life changed, but this time for the better. He and Harry were still going strong, and were better than ever.

He found love again, and this time it remained pure and beautiful. Harry made him realize that love isn't selfish nor should it be one sided. It comes naturally to you and brings you peace and happiess, and that's how Zayn felt.

He no longer suffered at the expense of Liam, and had moved on completely.

He hadn't heard from him since the night he left the note at his door and he didn't care to.

He's currently sitting next to Harry, having a blanket wrapped around them two.

He looks around the room and sees his best friends Lauren, Normani, Louis, and Ally sprawled around the floor.

Normani and Lauren had recently gotten married, Zayn being the one to walk Lauren down the aisle since her dad didn't approve.

They were both stunning brides and Zayn knew they were the definition of love since the first time they went out.

And now luckily Zayn can say he no longer felt jealous of wanting a love like that because he had it.

He had someone that understood the pressures of fame, someone who encouraged him to be the best version of himself, someone who didn't make him doubt himself constantly, and someone who he knew loved him back.