Trust Issues(Chris Brown Love Story)

A New Begining

Jaylen's Pov

4 Months Later A week after the baby was born

"Damn look like somebody scared yo ass"Alonna said sitting next to me on the bed laughing

"Fuck you Lonna"She laughed and rubbed my head

"Still hurts"I sighed

"A little"I said taking a deep breath and sitting up

"Well he is asleep now"

"Yea he is gonna be doin a lot of that"I said looking over at him in the baby bed

"You get a break tomorrow"She clapped

"I know and im happy i just wanna sleep,Where is everybody anyway"

"They left but they coming back tomorrow"I shook my head and layed back down

"Aww poor thing is sleepy,Im gonna go get something to eat"She said getting up

"Ok"I said falling asleep

Well these past few months have been great like i never felt better,I feel like this was exactly what i needed to do just be away from all the bullshit and the dumb shit.

Since we moved here at first i didnt really like it because everybody was out showing off thier body i was in the house being pregnant but it was cool because my baby boy was on his way.

I was happy i was having a boy knowing he would probably look like Chris ass but he looks just like the both of us.I named him Zayden Aarion Brown,I really didn't wanna give him Chris last name but I felt like it was the least I could do.

I had him a week ago and eveybody came to see him except Bree,other then her,Nicki,Tt,and even Derrick and his girlfriend came.It felt like i was back in New York and they all planned to stay for the week so i guess we had a big ass sleep over.

Chris texted and called me a lot but I never answered then it just started getting on my damn nerves so I changed my number, I was a lil hurt that he didnt even bother to come and see his own son,Even Tt told me he told him what i was having and everything but i guess we really are done.I do know that him and Kae are together now and i really wish them the best,I accepted the fact that maybe me and Chris wasnt meant for each other and I do forgive him for everything he did because he was doin what he felt was best for us.

"There go my baby girl"Darius Said coming in the room and laying next to me

Darius is like my best friend,we met a few weeks after i moved here at the Babies R Us when Me and Lonna was goin shopping,It was kind of crazy how he liked me and I was pregnant.He want us to be together but i said i dont know because i never in my entire life seen or heard of a boy wanting to be with a girl while she pregnant with another boys baby but he said he didnt care and that he really liked my personality

"What you doin here"I said laying on his chest,He rubbed my back

"What you mean,Im always here"He kissed my forhead,I sighed

"Darius please dont-"He cut me off

"Im sorry,Look i know you been hurt and even tho i dont know how or why someone would do that but i promise as long as i live i would never do that shit to you"He said looking down at me

I wanted to believe him but i couldnt because those were the same words Chris said before he hurt me deeply but maybe he was different.

Chris Pov

"Chris can I please have some money"Kae said coming in the room

"For wat,i just gave yo ass some money last night and you aint go no where to spend shit"She sat on my lap