Karrueche in the pic
Jaylen's Pov
3 weeks Later
Nobody at this point knew how i felt and i didnt want anyone to know how i felt.
I never expected this shit to happen to me especailly by someone i loved,I really felt that we was gonna be together forever.My mom always told me she never wanted me to end up like her,raising her kids on her own with no help and here i am following in her fucking footsteps.
A part of me hates Chris and another part of me still loves him,I want to understand that wat he did was right but i cant see it.Abandoning your child is the shit i hate to see and can be the lowest shit ever.
I been kind of depressed and shit,I know its not good for the baby but thanks to Alonna she been making sure i eat something,Come out the room sometimes and talks to me but it dont make me feel no fucking better.
The last time I saw Chris he dropped my clothes and shit off but i didnt talk to him,Alonna did and i know she cursed his ass out thats why I love that girl like she the only one that been sticking by my side since i met her.
I was sitting on my bed watching tv and on my laptop,Alonna knocked on the door and came in with Bree behind her
"Damn Im surprised yo ass even up"Alonna said,She sat next to me,I laughed
"I know but i just got tired of sleeping,its kind of irritating"I shrugged
"So wat you doin anyway"I sighed
"Well i thought it over for a while and im too young and have too much shit goin on right now to raise a child right now so im thinking about adoption"
"What,How you think Chris go feel about it"Bree said
"I dont know and i dont care,he didnt care how i felt about shit so It dont matter"Alonna shrugged
"Im behind you 100% on watever you decide Jay"Alonna said,I smiled and gave her a hug
"Yea me too"Bree said
"But i do think you should tell Chris"Alonna said,i pulled away
"I know and i will"
"Like now"She said picking up my phone and handing it to me
"I dont want to"She sighed
"Jay you have to,The longer you wait the more you not gonna want to do it"
"I'll do it"Bree said taking the phone
"Do wat"We heard a boys voice from my door,We looked up and Tyga was standing there looking confused
"Hey baby,wat you doin here"She said walking to him
"I came to bring you the food you asked for,but wat was yall talking about telling Chris"He said handing her the food and folding his arms.The smell of onions got to my noise
"Im gonna be sick"I said getting up and running to the bathroom to throw up
I felt myselt start to cry after for no reason,I guess the hormones are really kicking in now.Bree came in and rubbed my back
"Jay are you ok"I shook my head no and stood up,I rinsed my mouth out and walked back to my room
I looked at Alonna and she looked down,I looked at Tyga and he shook his head and looked at me.
"Lonna you told him"
"No,he heard us talking"I sighed
"Yo J.C how can you do that to Chris seed tho"He said
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Trust Issues(Chris Brown Love Story)
Teen FictionJaylen is one of those girls that's been through a lot and speaks her mind.She don't trust nobody because of what happened in her past,She meets Chris who also has a bad past but never talks about it and they become best friends.Will they ever tell...
