Your Heart Belongs To Mine

CHAPTER 7: YHBTM

YHBM

PART 7

JOSHUA'S POV

Week has passed and staying at L.A with my bestfriend and my parents is undeniably makes me want to stay more time with them. Although I'm busy with studying and assisting in management of our business, the bonding time with them is something I misses the most for the past years. But due to hectic schedule that I had back in Korea as well as the work of my mom had in her hospital and dad's business conference to our New Yorks branch, the busied schedule they had makes me feel alone now in this big house. To avoid some of the boredom, I went out to buy some gifts for the members. Too many fancy goods and stuffs which is most of our fans had already given to us yet I found something that will make them happy when I got home.

One night, dad and mom told me that they are sorry for keeping me alone again and so they asked me that if it is ok to go back in Korea if it makes me more happy with brothers there. I assure them that I'm alright and I really wanted to stay here longer and they hug me as tears flowing from their eyes. Really sometimes my parents and I had the melodramatic thingy in our blood not that I complained about it, is just that it so sweet yet fluttering.

I was about to sleep when I saw the plane ticket on the table near my bed and then a clicking sounds was heard and Dad was peeking outside the door. I laugh at him and spread my arms to hug him. He got inside my room and hug me back and he said, "Son, I always want to see you smiling but this last few days I already see some stress on you and I don't want to see that on you especially if we are the one causing it. The business merging is already done and I'm back to main branch already and all are settled down. It is time to be back to where you really belong. You knew that I support you no matter what. I just only want to see your peaceful and smiling aura not the frowning and sad face that I'm seeing this days.Don't worry, I already talked to your mom and she also agreed that sending you back in Korea in which we always saw that you are enjoying, is what we wanted to see on you." I was crying and at the same time apologizing and saying thanks to him, he just hug me tightly and kiss my forehead and wiping out my tears and smiling back at me.

Most of the time I see myself on my dad features, the calm and smiling face that he had which gives me comfort everytime I look at him but one thing that I didn't inherit from him is his deep voice which others said that is makes him more looks like an authoritative person and something to be fearful about especially when he got angry for a reason. Not abiding his rules is something you shouldn't done. He pulled away from me and gestured to go to my bed and sleep because the flight was early this morning. I just nod and hug him once again before we parted.

In the middle of the night I sensed them and snuggled besides me and give me a soft kiss before they go back to their room, I just smiled and let go my tears as I go to dreamland.

My parents and Brandon accompanied me at the airport before my departure and as I give my passport my mom tap me at my shoulder and "Josh, you shouldn't leave this phone here right?" as she gave me my iphone. I smiled and got it from her "of course Mom, I need this back in Korea, it just that my thoughts are flying half excited and half regretful for the small time we shared together." She just caress my face as I close my eyes to cherish the moment and then I go back to my line and boarded.

Inside the plane, I open up the phone and a succeeding message came in which cause other people to look at me as the notification sounds bothered them. I put it on silence and begin to scroll down.

BEEEP..BEEP..BEEP...BEEP..BEEEPPP.BEEEP..BEEP..BEEP..BEEP

CHAN: Hyung, when will you go back? I miss you already. The hyungs keeps bothering and makes me do stuffs here. I'm lonely hyung and I'm so done. Will you allow me to shout at them?