Could Zayn really change Liam back into the curly headed shy boy he had fallen in love with when they were 16?
The only bad thing is that heartless cheating Liam is what he remembers most, and he doesn't wish to. But he can't help it.
His mind drifts to Harry, and he smiles softly. The quirky curly haired man was Zayn's peace when he needed it. Through the months that they spent together before announcing to the world they were "dating", Harry had turned into someone he genuinely cared about, always wanting the best for him.
Could he be the best for Zayn?
They're already somewhat dating, wouldn't have to tell the press anything, and Zayn's friends and family definitely approve. He felt like Harry was his comfort in all things, and he liked the feeling he gave him.
Could he really love Harry as much as he loved Liam?
That's what's on his mind, and it's torturing him very much.
Liam was the love of his life who broke his heart for his own selfish needs, and there was no way to soften that blow. Harry is the pretend boyfriend who he started catching feelings for but possibly might just br a rebound.
"Why is this shit so hard" Zayn says, lightly banging his head against the steering wheel.
It's now 11:30 and Zayn has got to make up his mind fast.
He finally comes to a conclusion and hopes it's for the best.
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Driving down the street he knows all too well has his nerves on the edge.
He finally reaches the all too familiar house and he parks outside, getting ready to make a huge decision.
He knows Liam is inside, and the thought of seeing him again is a bit nervewracking.
Zayn gets up out of the car, and notices that Liam's car is parked in the driveway along another car he really doesn't know.
He takes a deep breath before walking towards the door, climbing the steps slowly and nervously.
He peeks through the window and notices Liam sitting down on the couch by himself, wrapped in a blanket.
It makes Zayn smile, remembering the times when he and Liam would snuggle on the couch under a blanket to escape the cold winter breeze while drinking hot chocolate and binge watching popular Netflix shows. But those times are just that, memories that won't fade away.
As he's about to look away, he notices someone walking towards Liam, and Zayn feels himself gulp. He knows that tall and muscular body anywhere, and he can't really believe what he's seeing.
Andy is sitting alongside Liam, laying his head in his lap. Liam is petting Andy's hair lovingly while Andy lays peacefully there.
Instead of feeling terrible as he thought he would, Zayn actually laughs.
He pulls out the note he had written in the car but makes sure to edit it a little.
Knowing he made the right choice, he hurriedly gets into his car and drives to Club Paradise.
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Blame Game (ziam)
Fanfiction"I know that you are somewhere doing your thing, and when the phone called it just rang and rang. You ain't pick up but your phone accidently called me back and I heard the whole thing." - Kanye West, 'Blame Game' ×× C O M P L E T E D
