Prologue

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Right now I'm in my room killing my pillow with a blow of punches and then pacing forward-backward sideward and whatever, I'm like someone who just escape from a mental institution. I was so confused that I might go crazy right now because I don't understand, why did he do that? My heart wants to jump out of my chest cause the beating is so wild that it can't stop. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT NATHAN! I know I might sound abnormal because the thing happened last week, and we didn't even talk about it, I mean he didn't even explain 'of course andra how can he explain if you keep avoiding him like duh'  OMG! Ok my mind is arguing with me and I think my heart will talk soon after ughhhh! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!  but the most nerve-wracking and frustrating part is River, questions that bothered me like 

do I have to deal with him or let him be

do I pay for the damages I've done 

Will my life will become any more complicated than ever?

Sooner or later I will have to face this and might as well face it now.

It's now or later, because the answer will never be "never"

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Hi it's me again omy I don't even know how to start this please tell me if it's awful just comment or message me I'll accept suggestions you can also tell me advice, anything that can help to make this story better I just hope this will get better soon or shall I say I promise this will get better SOON. 
Oh one last thing I bet you're curious about what Andra is talking about haha you gotta find out love

-ima

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