"Kristine~" - pang-uulit niyang tawag, at hindi ako ulit nagsalita.
"Kristine~"
"Yes?" - sagot ko na sa tanong niya, ngunit hindi ko siya tinapunan ng tingin.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know that your sensitive on this. Hindi ko na uulitin. I promise." - sabi niya at tumango nalang ako.
"Wag kana magalit sa'kin. I promise hinding-hindi ko na talaga uulitin." - sabi niya at nagbuntong-hininga nalang ako.
"Ang ayaw ko lang ay sa tuwing may sinasabi ako ay sana naman ay pakinggan mo. At mali ang ginagawa mo nasa gitna tayo ng hapag-kainan at masama ang ginagawa mo." - sabi ko at tumango nalang siya. We should learn how to earn respect and trust with each other, in order to concurrent the struggles that in a relationship will have.
"I'm so lucky that I have you in my side. I guess I'm the luckiest man in the whole world. Because, I have the most caring, lovable, trustworthy, cheerful, sexy and perfect woman in the world. You will be the best mother in our future children's. And you will be~" - sabi niya na ikina-ngiti ko. Hindi ko talagang maiwasan na mahulog sa kanya lalo. Na sa kanya na ang lahat, lahat ng hahanapin mo sa isang lalaki. Tumikhim rin ako at nagsalita.
"Why children's? Bat' parang andami naman. Is that a compliment, should I really be glad? At alam ko rin na magiging mabuting ama sa mga magiging anak natin." - sabi ko at lumapit siya sa pwesto ko at niyakap ako ng mahigpit.
"Forever?" - tanong ulit ni Morgan.
I flashed a smile and said~ "Forever"
End of flashback~
It's frustrating to watch everyone else's future comes true while knowing your own are slipping farther and farther away and just broke it apart. I really hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember.
And here I become. I am not what happened to me. I am what and I choose to become. When I your heart it leads me to heartbreaks.
Nandito parin ako sa mansion ng mga Siemoto at nag-aayos ako ng mga gamit para sa mga gagamitin namin. Pupunta kami sa Boracay~
Swimsuit~ check. Sunblock~ check. Pocket money~ check. Dress and shorts~ check.
May kumatok sa kwarto na inookupa ko~ "Come in" - sigaw ko at mabilis kong nadatnan si Priscilla.
"What's the matter?" - sabi ko sa kanya.
"Can I ask you a question?" - mahinang tanong ni Priscilla.
"It's alright? What is it?" - maagap kong sagot.
"Are you in a romantic relationship with my brother?" - at natigilan naman ako sa sinabi niya. They all thought that me and Ullyses are in a romantic relationship. Pero gusto ko na agad nilang malaman na wala naman talaga kamung relasyon sa isa't-isa maliban nalang sa pagiging magkaibigan namin.
"I guess I need to spill it. Me and your brother doesn't have any involved romantic relationship with each other, but we are closed in each other. We are friends." - sabi ko at malalim na nagbuntong-hininga si Priscilla.
"Why?" - tanong ko ulit.
"It's just that, there's someone I know that person was madly inlove with you. I know already that you and Morgan have a past relationship. At alam ko na lahat ng kwento niyo. Wag mo sanang mamasamain~ may nararamdaman ka parin ba sa kanya?" - at natigilan ako. Literal na natigilan~ nabitawan ko ang lahat ng hawak ko sa kamay at nanginginig narin ang braso at ang kamay ko.
"Yes, I still love him. He was the favorite place I wish I could stay any longer. I have been always known that it was him. I am better than me when I am with him. I still fall for him everyday, but I already surrendered my love for him. I always thought, he will be the best for me. But he will be the fall for me. He's hug is the most dangerous place I have been. He make me the worst women that fall for him everyday." - sabi ko at narinig ko nalang ang pagsarado ng pinto.
Hearts are breakable, and I think even if it heals, you're never what you we're before.
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