on a personal note

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hello hi

so lets just ignore the fact that im really inactive but i need to vent.

people who have been supporting this acc for a while already know that im depressed and prone to suicidal thoughts.

right now im at a very low point and I've been exerting myself, trying to make everything okay but everything is not okay and i really need time to just cry and be sad because i never allow myself to do that.

and i honestly don't see anything getting better until i have control of my life which seems impossible but whatever. and it's been this way for a really long time but like i said, I've been exerting myself and that's clearly not working so i have to stop because i WANT to get better.

im not going to give my life story or tell you shit that you don't care about or whatever but im just having a hard time okay?

so im sorry im inactive and not updating but my personal life is in shreds right now so i just need time and i'll really try to get chapters and content out.

bottom line is, im sorry that im a shitty person and a shitty author/writer/updater.

and yeah, i'll try to get shit done eventually.

im honestly really sorry

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