Cynister

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Cyn pov

I jumped up from my nightmare that I was having about him and what he did to me. The disgusting rancid smell made me realize that I was still in the bathroom lying in a pool of vomit and blood. I tried to stand to my feet but I couldn't I was weak. I slid to the tub turning on the hot water so I could bathe. I began undressing my self and with the very little strength I had I pulled my self into the tub as relaxation took over my body

He's not stopping till you're dead you could just end it now and not go through the struggle

I began crying pulling and tugging at my hair my whole life is just fucked up why can't my life be easy. every second I'm thinking about suicide or ways to harm myself. Anything that has been done to me only makes me hate myself more and more daily. And I figured if I wasn't here it'll make the pain go away....I feel myself sliding slowly under the water but I don't stop myself I want it all to end I've fought hard enough its time to finally be free and this time there is no one here to stop me.....

Jessi pov

I know I said that I was done with cyn but its something deep in my gut telling me to go check on her, I've been trying to ignore it but each time I do the image of when I first seen her sprawled out onto the floor pops into my head....its driving me crazy I can't even focus on my school work...fuck it I'm just bout to go check on her....

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I pulled up to her house once I got in it was quiet too quiet. I bolted towards her room no sight of her and out the corner of my eye I see her bathroom light..my heart drops to the pit of my stomach as I remember what I had seen the last time. As I walk closer my throat dries and a million thoughts race through my head

Is she ok!?

Did she actually succeed this time?

Why is she like this?

Once I got to the door I took a deep breath and pushed the door open and my heart leaped out of my chest....

What do you think is gonna happen next?

Kisses
Goddezz....