My Only 'One'

Chapter 47-Breakdown

What is this? This is the same room in which my demon torturer held me captive a week back. What's this? Why am I back  here? Was I kidnapped again? Or is this past week just a dream of mine? Or is what I am seeing now is a dream. No, no, no! Let this be a dream! Please let this be a dream! I don't want to be captive. I am on the big bed in this huge sized room with no windows except a single door and completely dark except for the artificial lights and the dark themed bedroom which invokes a chill in me. I think I developed a phobia towards dark rooms since recently while sleeping I can't sleep if there is no light on.

And then suddenly the scene changed in a matter of seconds and I am on the bed with the evil demon torturer standing at the bed and I immediately moved back but not literally since my body stayed in it's position. Okay, so this is one of those dreams. I am glad. You know these dreams are like a movie where you get to see things from inside a person, where you can't control anything except just look as to what is happening.

  "What I mean is princess we will start with that vampire prince who is currently between us. Don't worry! He will be dead by this time tomorrow."  

No, no. This was what he said before he left me saying that he will Blake. This was when even though I was very angry at Blake I couldn't help but feel that my heart was being ripped. This was when I realized that even if Blake refuses me I can't help but love him all my life. This was when I decided to make Blake fall for me using any means. It was when I realized that I loved Blake more than I could admit.

I think, no I know this is a dream, a dream of the past. I know that because from then I could see myself sitting on the floor beside the door and knocking on the door trying for a way to escape, someway to escape. I could feel every emotion I felt then very clearly. The helplessness, the fear and anxiety, the ache in my heart and sadness. Every emotion hit me with full force that I felt suffocated.

I woke up with a gasp sweating all over and I rubbed my eyes to see that I was crying in my dream. I looked over to see that I am in our room sleeping alone. It's night I guess since it's dark out here. Why am I alone? Where's Blake? Don't tell me that it's a dream! What is dream? What is true? I don't get it! Is Blake safe? Till where is dream and what is real?

I was saved from that demon torturer right? I was saved and we patched up. Blake is with me right? No, he is here. Tough I tried to convince everything is alright I could see myself on the edge of panicking! I need to see Blake. I have to see him to get a sense of reality. I pulled off the blankets on me and ran to the door with sole intention of finding my idiotic prince.

I opened the door with a bang and saw Blake there. He looked worried.

"What happened?" He asked holding my face with both hands. "I could feel you panicking so I came running."

"Where were you?" I asked barely above a whisper.

"I am over-seeing the wedding preparations downstairs." He answered.

I allowed myself to think clearly so let us see what happened. I was saved from that demon found myself a demon plus fairy whose growth pattern was weird, was left in human world to be safe from that demon and at that time bam I grew up old, Blake told his stupid reason for avoiding me I got pissed and punished him and he again misunderstood and again patched up with me proposing the marriage. Dad and brother refused and I left him to deal with my family and I escaped from there and we all girls met and tried to decide what to do for marriage. They were discussing animatedly and that's it?

 I was really tired and was drained from all the drama and I can definitely feel my eyes paining. When I cry my eyes pain and because I banned Blake from our room that week I couldn't sleep good. Looks like I could be in peace only when I have Blake with me so my nights were restless and so along with punishing Blake I was punishing myself. Adding all that up I guess I fell asleep on them. Hope they didn't feel bad for falling asleep in the middle of a conversation and not just any conversation but my own wedding arrangements conversation. Can things be any more awkward than that.Guess either my brother or Blake put me in bed to sleep. So I guess I was sleeping from afternoon.