My Diary

♡ ~ 22nd February 2017 ~ ♡

♡ Today I've not been feeling quite confident with myself. My thoughts have been getting out of hand. I've recently ended a friendship with a girl I've known for quite a while; we've known each other since junior school. She decided not to trust me, and lie to me, resulting in me not trusting her. We ended up having trust issues. I wanted to trust her, letting her know of all my issues and problems, and sharing my passions, but she had little to no interest. She decided to be ignorant to my cries of help, and ignore me. In all honesty, I didn't really like her. She was two faced from the start. I could tell. I know people like her, and they deserve to die. ♡

♡ Look up at the stars; see how bright they shine for you ♡

♡ I believe my weight is getting out of control. To regain control, I'm only limiting myself to 300 calories. Coffee is allowed. Soon, I'll be moving onto a more extreme diet, called the Hollywood diet. ♡

♡ I only have one true friend; he's the man in the moon - I have to say, though, even he goes away too ♡

♡ My plans for my hair in the future involves bleaching it again, having it white, and tying dreads into them. My plans may change, however. I'm a very indecisive person I guess. ♡

♡ Don't fuck fake friends, you might catch something; something like 'hoeitus' for an example ♡

♡ I'm 100% sure my depression and anxiety and doubled in the past week, ever since that two faced hoe decided to be ignorant. I'm glad I'm no longer friends with her. If I was, I'd either kill myself, or kill her. Eugh. She makes me want to slit my wrists. ♡

♡ Don't be a basic two faced hoe. I would say be like me, but I'm far far above your league ♡

♡ Sp0oky Chan~ ♡