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i wrote this about my crush what do you think?

i wrote this on how i feel

he was never meant to mean this much to me

i was never meant to fall this hard for him

but i did and thats the truth

thats what keeps me holding on its hurts to let him go 

do you know what it feels like to look at the sun? 

the way that its blinds you? and you can't see anything at all?

thats him!

he makes me feel happy when skies are grey!

hes the light of my whole day

the one that makes my heart beat so fast

and his voice is like the soundtrack of my life

do you know what hurts me 
is
when
i
see
him
with
another
girl

i think loads of negative things that i don't mean!

after a while i learn to except it 

just because apparently everyone does!

but me

if he likes a girl 
he likes a girl

and what hurts is that it will never be me  

it really aches my heart

sometimes i cry because......

i love him so much i know its stupid  

i never fell for his looks

never

and i feel like i love him for who he is!?!

anyone he ever kisses or meets or hugs 

will
never 
and 
i mean
never 
love him the way i do
or
look at him the way i do

and i think of him when i cant sleep

i don't believe anyone feels the way i do about him

as if theres nothing more perfect!
than him
and me

together

sometimes i watch him or read things about him

it honestly breaks my heart because i would make the earth move for him 

i dont care about looks or money or popularity 

i love him!

id absolutely kill to see him right now!

to hug him

for a long time

even just to talk to him

i feel so lonely without him

and he is not even mine 
but i wish he was!

even if i'm just a girl you hardly know
to me you're my world 

i miss him

i see him
nearly
everyday

but i miss him

seeing pictures of you with girls!
i would die to be them 

someone who will never know how much i truly like them 

its my decision who i like not yours
he may not be the hottest boy
but he has the best personality

i have to agree loving someone who will never love me back is stupid 

but it was not a choice i decided to make it just happened

one day i realized his smile was the most perfect smile

and i realized his eyes had the most perfect shade to them

and i realized when he smiled i smiled to no matter what!

i would do anything to make him happy

i always wonder what goes through his head

it sounds so stupid i know

but i dont expect the world to understand

because honestly i don't understand myself 

im trying to figure out exactly what it is i feel about him! 

its like a higher level of happiness 

when i look at other boys i see nothing

when i see him i see my world someone who is there for me even tho he doesnt know it

nobody is perfect!

but in my eyes he is!

i love his eyes the way they light up when he smiles or laughs 

i love how he cares about me

i love how he makes me laugh

after everything he says!

i trust him

even tho he dont know that 

he came and changed my life all of a sudden

i believe in you 

i get goosebumps when i talk to you

no matter how many no's you get you CAN reach your dreams!

am i wrong? 

everyone has fears

you dont need to change to make me smile

dream big or dont dream at all 

you have no idea how much happiness he has bought me

i like your smile
i live your vibe
i like your styles

if i had to travel the whole world to see him smile i would

to be there when he is down then i would

to hug him 

i hate seeing him sad 

i hate seeing him cry

i dont want a picture a autograph i just want a hug and i will hold him tight 

because i will be holding my world 
there are literally no words to describe the kind of person he is

hes one of the best examples of a good person

of a wonderful
kind
beautiful 
generous
decent
loving 
respectful
confident
just an amazing person

and i've never met anyone like him before
.
.
.
in my whole life
he is just him

he is who he is and if you don't like him then well

that sucks for you

but he'll never badmouth you
he'll never attack you
he will never degrade you
or
belittle you

or even if you explain awful
he will still find a way of being polite
... and 

respectful

even if you hadn't earned it

he is basically everything i aspire to be

everything i wish the world was

all shoved into this person with an exterior 
thats as stunning as inside
its so easy for me to love you it well it frightens me
because i love you!! like iv never loved anyone else befor

he just has the power to make my life better
the power to make you smile with no reason

i crazely love the way he moves his face when he laughs