I'm really sorry

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Okay, so I'm not putting this book on hold and I'm not discontinuing it.

I just wanted to update you on my situation.

My anxiety is really bad.

Like, I have a panic attack over really small stuff.

And they aren't like those attacks when you cry and shake and have a hard time breathing.

It's worse.

You know when you like suck in your stomach and that closes your throat so you can't breath?

That happens. But I'm not doing it on purpose and it like doubles me over.

It last for 30 seconds to 5 minutes, where I'm gasping for air.

And it happens over the smallest things now.

I was reading a fanfiction and Luke got hit by a car and it gave me a panic attack.

I looked out the window while it was dark outside, and it gave me a panic attack.

My girlfriend was trying to get me to tell my dad and it gave me an attack.

This is where I'm at right now.

I really hope you guys are understanding about this.

I will write when I can, but again, the updates may be slow.

Please don't stop reading because of this though...

Seeing my reads go up makes me smile everyday.

I hope you guys are doing okay.

Feel free to message me if you ever need anything.

Later💜

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