complicated || suga

Chapter 18: Not The Right Person

I looked down just as the boys had to introduce themselves. They did their famous greeting with their strong and loud voices. Everyone clapped and Yoo Jae Suk tried to imitate them making him look ridiculous but everyone laughed in the end.

The shooting went on and everything went smoothly. The weather was perfect and it looks like the boys were having a blast. I secretly took pictures of them playing the games that they had to play with my phone. I quickly stopped taking pictures and kept my phone.

My eyes immediately went to Yoongi who was laughing with the Running Man and BTS members. I couldn't help but smile when I see him this happy.

"You guys must really like each other alot." I turned to see a tall lady. She seemed older as well. Her long black hair was tied to a neat ponytail. She wore a white t-shirt that seems to fit her nicely and ripped jeans paired with Converse. I was easily caught off guard by her beauty. I looked at her a little more and realised that she is one of the BTS staff members.

"Excuse me?" I asked because I didn't understand what she meant earlier on. "I said, you and Yoongi seems to like each other a lot," she repeated herself. My face flushed. It was heating up. "I..I don't think he actually likes me," I stammered. "Nope. I don't think so," she said with a grin. I gave her a puzzled look? What makes her so sure? She seemed to understand what I meant and quickly explained. "Well he keeps looking at you from time to time. Okay, alot of times. He always smiles when you laugh and he always looks around when he cannot find you. He seems very distracted on the camera. At first I was wondering what he was doing but then I saw you doing the exact same thing and I thought you should know," she finally stopped talking.

Questions were spinning in my head. Does he really like me? Or is he doing stuff like that because we were suppose to pretend to be an actual couple. I am so confused. My eyes quickly went to Yoongi who was standing waiting for his turn to play some game. He seems to sense someone looking at him because he immediately turned around and look right back at me.

I quickly faced the lady and she raised her eyebrow like she's trying to say: Told you so. I just looked straight ahead, trying to pay attention to the other members.

JIN P.O.V

We were playing the games that they wanted us to do but I can't seem to concentrate. I keep seeing _____ looking at Yoongi. I felt my blood boiling. I was angry. Yoongi passed me a water bottle during the break session. I accidentally gripped onto the bottle too tight as I watched Yoongi staring at _____. Water spilled out to the sides and soon there was no more water left. Even that I didn't realise until our maknae told me.

I let out a huge sigh before making my way back to the set where everyone was waiting for us. The shooting lasted about a few hours. Quite tiring but we have no choice.

We were back in the van and heading back to the dorms. I was seated right beside _____ but I couldn't talk to her at all because Yoongi was sitting at the other side, talking to her. They were laughing about some jokes. The other members were sleeping. They didn't even realise I was awake. I could feel my chest hurt. I just wanted to get home fast before I shout at them.

Yes. I like _____. Maybe even love. I liked her ever since I layed my eyes on her that day in the hospital. I thought there was hope that she would like me back. Yoongi told us that night when she first came in that I was her bias. I was excited. But I didn't know that both of them would develop feeling s for each other. I cannot do this anymore. I need to tell her how I feel or else I'm going to suffer. I need to confess to her tonight.

We got off the van and everyone was heading back to the dorms. While everyone was walking. I quickly grabbed _____'s arm and ran. I just ran to the nearest park. If I'm going to confess, I need some privacy. Yoongi must have realised that we were gone but I'm sure he doesn't know where we were now.

"Ya! Why did you drag me all the way here?" _____ asked. She was panting and sweating. "I just need you to answer one question. I won't be able to sleep if you don't," I said. I made it firm so that she understood that I was serious.

"From the very first day I met you, I liked you. Even when you had to be with Yoongi I still liked you. When you were sick, I liked you so much that I couldn't sleep because I was so worried that you will become even more sick the next day. So I'm going to say this, would you be my girlfriend?" I asked as I panted.

YOUR P.O.V

I looked at him, shocked. What? My bias from my ultimate bias group, likes me? I could feel my jaw drop. I looked down as I shifted my feet from side to side. My hands behind my back, my ear and face red as Taehyung's hair during the Save Me mv.

"Why would you like me? What would the famous member of the most famous group like a runaway schoolgirl like me? I'm not even pretty. There's like tons of hot girls ou-" I said but I got cut off. Jin covered my mouth with his hands. "I like you because of you," he said and smiled at me.

I gave out a small sighed. But I don't like you like that. Yes you are my bias. Yes you are the most sweetest and welcoming to me among the other members. But my heart just didn't pick you. My heart is with someone else. With Yoongi...

"I'm sorry but I can't be with you like that. I like someone else...."

Author's Note

Haiiii guyssss!!! First of all I want to say, I'M SOOOO SORRY THAT I NEVER UPDATE A CHAPTER FOR YOU GUYS. I didn't even respond to your comments! I'm soo sorry!! I think the last time I updated was on Taehyung's birthday and now is already halfway through February. I'm sooo sorry!!!! I've been busy with school because they changed the rules and now we end school later than usual and we have like a gazillion test and exams that are like legit graded. Some of our assignments were also graded.

Thank you sooooo much for being patient with me and waiting for my updates! You guys really showed lots of love by the votes and comments because I felt soo happy seeing the notification whenever someone votes or commented. Thanks guys!! Also I have actually wrote down the summaries for the next few chapters till the story ends. There's about 5 to 6 chapters left + an epilogue so you guys can look forward to that!!!

Also I wanted to try this thing where you guys can ask me any questions you guys want and I will answer them! So please comment down your questions and I will try my best to answer them!!! But like if you guys don't want then it's fine cause I'm cool wif it.

AND GUYS! I AM OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO SPRING DAY AND NOT TODAY! IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!! Like legit. I was listening to spring day in the bus while reading the translation and I almost cried cause it's soo sad and their voices makes it even more sad!!! Rap Monster doe!! First part he sounded AMAZING!!!! theories are coming up and everywhere and I have no time to check them out!

This is probably the longest chapter I wrote so I hope you guys enjoy!! Pls show lots of love!!! Till the next chapter!!!
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~ hope